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Greatly Blessed, Deeply Loved <3

2009-08-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Just this morning, I couldn't join my care group for the Study Skills Seminar in church because i had Girls' Brigade.. i was quite sad at first cos i really wanted to go for the seminar (thinking i need all the help i can get in my studies! haha kiasu right:S no condemnation tho! haha)

BUT SOMETHING AWESOME HAPPENED!

My friend was sharing an awesome message on communication with our parents during the devotion session(: she touched on the verse 1 Cor 13:4-7 and that was when i had a sudden revelation [Thank you Daddy(:]

haha i sure am exceedingly blessed by the sharing! but even greater than that, my heart and spirit was once again filled with so much of His love because of the revelation, that it is overflowing and i feel like jumping around! hahahhaha:p awesome awesome feeling(:

SO WHAT IS IT JW, SPILL! hahaha ya as i was saying, 1 Cor 13:4-7,

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

So I was looking at the screen (where the verse was projected) and yea like most christians i was like yea yea i know this verse... but thennnn this thought just suddenly popped into my mind (yes literally just appeared in my mind): "God is LOVE."

THEN THEN THEN i took out my bible and flipped to the verse and read it again, this time I replaced the LOVE with GOD. and it came out so awesome i was so blessed:

"GOD is patient, GOD is kind. HE does not envy, HE does not boast, HE is not proud. HE is not rude, HE is not self-seeking, HE is not easily angered, HE keeps no record of wrongs. GOD does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. HE always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

ISN'T THIS SWEET??? (:(:(:(:(:(:

THAT move (of thinking to replace words like that) was totally and definitely not me... i have never thought (in so many years of my christian life) that i would read it this way today.. i was sharing this with my dear little sister and i almost teared when i read out loud the 'replaced' version. it is really awesome..

simple as it may seem im really so blessed and i feel so loved and cherished by Daddy God(: God never shortchanges anyone (even though i could not make it for church this morning, He blessed me with even more:D)

We serve an awesome God! =D

<3

Hi World

2009-06-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

i like that title ever since wordpress used it in its template for the very first post haha. it's simple yet catchy(:

anyways, was watching tv that day (yes i finally got a tv! cos i moved.. again..) and i saw this ad from singapore idol! they are finding a blogger! the best part is: the blogger gets exclusive access to all idol events, behind the scenes and fabulous prizes (which i know not what.. but they did say fabulous and i don't think they would offend bloggers by lying.. haha) i think it would be an extra-ordinary opportunity man... but my blog is so dead i doubt i will get chosen.. but it doesn't cost anything to tryyyyyyyyyyy.. so i'm going for it! haha:p

on a side note, i really admire the participants who took up the courage to walk in for auditions.. why? cos i would think they have not the slightest clue what they are in for: the possibility of being famous or infamous, the fun or stress etc. really thin lines between these opposites=X

they say the greatest fear of man is not knowing but these people just prove that wrong haha. thumbs up for them whether they get in or not(:

haiz.. today was the dry run at National Sailing Centre. seems like a lot of things man! i need to psyche myself up to complete work! AYG is NEXT WEEK! so fast omg.... oh yea! some good news(: haha im promoted to be a liaison officer for the sailing event yays! thanks shai(: so i'll be like the editor for all sailing articles published on the AYG official website=D do look out for sailing articles here. Some of my articles are already up! =D

okays need sleep... i keep sneezing.

NO don't even think that. i didnt come close to any person who have just come back from overseas. it's just that nowadays the weather is so chilly and windy at night, humid in the morning.. sudden climate changes are the cause.. nothing else. really.

haha jas.. in reply to ur tag: no it doesn't

2009-05-26T11:26:00.005+08:00

im back.. not back from USA but back to blogging (for now)..

not going to the US anymore becoz of swine flu H1N1 whatever shit. we are competing remotely from singapore and yesterday we just sent out our final 6-page report and final poster.. looks good to me(: but i guess not that impressive to tiak tiak.. nvm team iSave, if we get into final round (just like how we got into second round).. she'll be the butt of our joke HAHAHAHA. ok so mean..

11:31am on a sunny Tuesday morning, jw is stuck in the building linking biz and arts waiting for her grpmates.. one went to a bank, one playing bball (/edit: she didn't play bball in the end), one at career seminar (/edit: she had cramps and had to stay home:\), one not turning up at all.. im quite shagged with all the travelling.. maybe i need iSave application in my phone to plan less tiring journies to school haha.. (wait, journey plural is journies? or journeys? oh what the heck, forget it already.)

i love rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on....

i just wana get this thing over and done with then i can concentrate on my ymca youth for causes project, AYG 09 writing assignments and church:\ still got one more presentation to film and we are done.. thurs.....

i've been missing youth service and not seeing my care grp peeps for the longest time:( amy, jojo, jasmine, huili, chee min, cheryl, gracia and those already graduated, yingling, sam, winnie etc etc etc. so many people im missing spending time with:(

GLC: aloy, nad, far, kherboing, jas xiaojie (yea i know two jasmines), taf, shawn, ahpek sx, yeuyeu, vicks. HAVE NOT BEEN HEARING FROM YOU ALL.. except nad (lunch today! yays), aloy's blog.. sometimes occassionally kherboing and sx on msn (wth? online frenship:(!).. saw shawn in sch yesterday WHAT ABT THE REST?!?!?!?!?!? si dao na li le? haha

Saints: kherboing alr say u le.. vanny, ah lim, su, cam, george, boss lilian, kimbies, rach. only know kimbies and rach in aussie. cam asked for a sentosa trip but i cant make it. brought johan for biz trg so i noe he's still alive haha:p WHere's VAnny? su? george? lilian?

personal blogs are meant to be incoherent.. so there!

okays start mtg now... continue later..

i hope

to US? or not:(

2009-04-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

Good news!

"Thank you for participating in the UPA2009 International Student Desisgn Competition.
At this time we would like to congratulate you on the high quality of your submission and offer you a CONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE of your project to proceed to the next phase of the competition."

haha we got through to the next round of the competition for our favourit-est module hahahha;) to think we were the grp that some people thought will not go through... and to think that we left our lecturer's comments in the final submission of our paper and had to be reminded by the co-chair of the competition to resend our paper after the deadline! really by God's grace man.. Praise the Lord~ hahaha and thanks 2216 guy and gals for the hard work! =D heehee:p

the problem is.. we have to go to Oregon, Portland, USA. Where do i get the $$$$ to go? sian:\ i know my parents would surely offer to pay for me but i rather they not.. i cant take anymore from them! i'm freaking going to be 21?!?!?!?!

to go or not to go/that is the question:\

**sidenote: i get homesick really easily.. but it will be my first time so far awayyyyyy.. quite exciting but haiyar.. mixed feelings:\

ads i loooooove=DDDD

2009-04-06T20:17:00.004+08:00

i was really appalled by the advertisements that my lecturer showed to us in class today.. his ads are not funny at all.. they are jus... sick... i really cant equate dirty jokes to humour... hahahha sorry Prof no offence but i seriously didnt like the ads u showed us today:\

here are some real good ads i would rate HILARIOUS.. haha no tinge of perverseness at all(:

Have a good laugh(:

feeling neutral

2009-03-15T21:36:00.004+08:00

i realised everyone only blogs on two extremes: either when they are very happy or when they are totally down. so i want to be unique and blog when im feeling neutral. yea.. so.. i'm feeling rather neutral now.. so.. yea.. and im trying to find things to blog now.. yea.. so.. hmm..

okay bad idea.

fail:\

those were the days...

2009-03-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

when i had to wake up early everyday to run...
when i had so much energy and motivation to chiong...
when everything is about positive mindset and cannot-say-die...
when i don't need the alarm clock to wake me up...
when i look forward to saturdays' water trainings..
when i have to complete sets of 'McDonalds happy meals' filled with push ups, burpies etc...
when i have team members to rely on...
when i have a coach to guide me...
when i have my boat to vent my frustrations...
when i have my paddle with me with my name on it...
when i was the most competitive in all areas of my life...
when i was the fittest in health and in mind..
when i was duper chao ta...
when i was known as xiao wei...

those were the days. gone. ):

thanks Brandon for remaking this photo.. sure bring back loads of memories. haha. and yes.. unfinished business much:(

that is jw for you haha

2009-02-23T05:31:00.004+08:00

I really admire people with such incoherent coherence.. really (no sarcasm intended) haha i mean for example people in the lit modules i take.. they are jus A M A Z I N G! seriously, i don't really understand some of the things (ok i admit most of the things) they are talking about but somehow deep inside me i know they do make sense. I just need more time to consolidate and make sense of what they said. When i do, i realise that the things they say are actually pretty easy to understand, just that at that point in time i just can't process all that information in time.

Presentation for me is the worse. cos i get so nervous i totally don't know what i'm talking about and i just ramble off whatever is written on my paper. and if you ask me some damn question about what i just presented.. sorry i won't know how to answer. i know.. like: WHAT IS IT WITH ME? haha i know i'm weird. i swear i completely understand and know and prepare my presentations but... 'blank-out' happens.. and for some reason, somebody always pops out to help me in my answering (Thank God!) haha For instance, last psychoanalysis presentation, the lecturer defended my point when some random guy (stella and anita is gg to kill me for calling him random haha) argued against my point! and the only thing i could do was nod in agreement (smart move ey?)

hahaha i'm better in small groups though (with people i know). next presentation's lit again.. damn:\ please no qns for me

GLC in full force(:

2009-02-21T17:22:00.001+08:00

and so i thought staying out of touch is good...

2009-01-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

I posted this on my Notes page on FB.. thought of posting here since I have not been diligently updating it:\ hahaha:p

I know this is pretty random but I was just flipping through the finance news over at yahoo and google because I figured I was too out of the touch with the world around me (having no TV and no newspapers at home:\ talk about being a Communications major:\) and to my horror I saw all these headlines:

‘Jobs To Go On Long Leave’

‘Asian Shares Hit 5-wk Low’

‘S’pore Nov Retail Sales Fall’

‘A leading Indonesian business association warned yesterday that about 500,000 people will lose their jobs in the country this year due to the global financial crisis…’

‘US banking crisis deepens’

‘Oil prices fell to near $36 (S$53.9) a barrel…’

‘Barnes and Noble to cut 100 Jobs’

‘The chief executive of US bank JPMorgan Chase, Jamie Dimon, told the Financial Times on Thursday that the worst of the economic crisis still lay ahead as hard-hit consumers default on their loans.’

More… badnewsbadnewsbadnewsbadnewsbadnewsbadnewsbadnewsbadnews

I know I know, people around have been saying how bad the economy is and blahblahblah but then I didn’t feel the sinking feeling so much as I am feeling when I read it for myself! AH SHIT! I didn’t know that it was THIS bad!?! ): I was still worried about not getting modules in CORs and all (which is also important btw) BUT THIS is just D.E.P.R.E.S.S.I.N.G.

That day, there was this radio broadcast and they were interviewing two undergraduates about what were their plans for their financial future and their views on the current financial crisis. Now I know what they mean when one of them said that they don’t really feel the dreadful pull of the financial crisis as much as those already working because we (those who are still studying) are so immersed in our books to even realize the dire environment out there.

OMG! Am I even sure, guarantee plus chop that I will get a job after spending like $12000++ per semester sheltered in study life? Of course I don’t feel the pain because my tuition fees are heavily subsidized by tuition grant and loan BUT after we graduate (for me, in 3 semesters), THEY WILL START COUNTING INTEREST FOR THE LOAN:\ and I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I OWE THE BANK!?!?!?!?!

Maybe I should go and do THIS. It's my mum’s business anyway and she pretty much doing well in it since she can use this to support a family of six. She says anyone can do it so try lor…. Sighhhhhhh~

This is so ironic but back to interactive media readings. ACK! more on this later!

2008-12-03T13:38:00.011+08:00

Sweden sounds soooooo farrrrrrr awaayyyyyyyyyy....

7 hours behind Singapore.

So if I want to call a friend in Sweden, I will have to call them between 2:00 PM and 6:00 AM my time. This will be between 7AM - 11PM their time.

6,095 miles or 9,809 km distance between Singapore and Sweden.

A typical flight between Singapore and Sweden would have a flying time of about 12 hours, 11 minutes. This assumes an average flight speed for a commercial airliner of 500 mph, which is equivalent to 805 km/hr or 434 knots. Your exact time may vary depending on wind speeds.

The sun rises at 6:53 AM here in Singapore and sets at 6:56 PM.

The sun rises at 8:59 AM in Sweden and sets at 2:40 PM.

and USA is no better... its even worse=(

15 hours behind Singapore.

So if I want to call a friend in USA, I will have to call them between 10:00 PM and 2:00 PM my time. This will be between 7AM - 11PM their time.

9,417 miles or 15,154 kilometers distance between Singapore and USA.

A typical flight between Singapore and USA would have a flying time of about 18 hours, 50 minutes. This assumes an average flight speed for a commercial airliner of 500 mph, which is equivalent to 805 km/hr or 434 knots. Your exact time may vary depending on wind speeds.

The sun rises at 6:53 AM here in Singapore and sets at 6:56 PM.

The sun rises at 6:27 AM in USA and sets at 4:08 PM.

and another thing why USA is worse, is because its across the vast Pacific Ocean...

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they say, the experience is worth it... but what about the people you leave behind? one or two years very long time isn't it? (at least for people who matter)

Hahahahahahaha distance DOES matter.

title of blog post here.

2008-11-27T15:44:00.004+08:00

hahahahhaha today i laugh at myself because i feel so vulnerable to the opinions of others.. im so affected by what others say.. and so i laugh at myself. to think i always tell people to heck other people's opinions.... 我真的是太可笑了 ):

on a happier note(: i'm so very FED todayyyyyy=DD hahaha it always happens that whenever im at home i have the tendency to eat and eat and eat and eat... hahaha which is good to a certain extent but i don't wanna grow any fatter than i already ammmmm): ooOOoOOO notice the pun here? FED FAT.. okay i know it is not exactly a pun.. but sounds like wadddddddddd=p

and and and and.. it is so nice to sleep and not worry about what time i have to wake up the next day. nowadays i just naturally wake up with no alarm clock! oh what bliss(:

And yes as you can all see.. this is a failed attempt at trying to escape from my history readings and lecture notes to blog about nothingness:\

im still webcasting at lecture 4 when my exam is tomorrow and its an essay based exam.. damn.. it seems like so long ago since i wrote essays for exams:( i need truckloads of grace tml! like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

first and many more! hehe:p

2008-11-25T21:56:00.003+08:00

this was what i received when my dad opened the letterbox after dinner just now(: a beautiful card with beautiful well-wishes for my coming birthday from church(: thank you Pastor Dan for taking the time off ur really busy schedule to write and sign in my card:)) although i don't know you personally, thank you for the well wishes! and thank you new creation church! i feel the awesome awesome love from daddy God and my fellow brothers and sisters in church:))

my first birthday gift n i'm already feeling so so so so blessed! =D doesn't matter i have a paper on that day cos double blessings i'm sure;)

Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Psalms 37:4

Happy Birthday AH KWOK!

2008-11-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

heys babe. i have absolutely no idea how to contact you or where u are, whether you are still in Singapore or back in Switzerland. it's so difficult to find you nowadays:\ today is your birthday!(: here's wishing you:

a very BLESSED birthday!

hope we can meet up soon. we have not seen each other since the start of uni:\ haiz....

webcasting ssa2211

2008-11-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

'Ultimately, who we choose to remember or forget is defined by our present, who we are at present and where we want to be in the future. If that person has no place in your present or is irrelevant in your future you will forget that person.' guess what? this is not a statement by my Lit professor.. it is by my *surprise surprise* History prof hahahaha more accurately my SSA2211 lecturer.

but that is quite untrue actually because some of us do choose to remember the things or the person even though it/she/he has no place in our presents or no relevance in our futures. and i accrue that to the value of sentimentality that is very much ingrained in most of us. we choose not to forget because that particular incident/person has left an indelible mark in our lives, we choose not to forget because it is a pity not being able to be able to remember the many memories linked with that circumstance/person. isn't it?

different people have different opinions about this. some feel that forgetting is letting go and moving on in life as if that something or that someone had never appeared or existed; and that remembrance is just thick-skinned-persistant holding on which is often looked upon as irritating and tiresome. some think that forgetting is just running away and that remembrance is facing the music. some feel they cannot forget; some feel they can never remember.

i don't exactly know which side i'm on. i just have a whole bunch of questions that i think i may never get answered.

do we talk about 'the courage to forget'? or does 'the courage to remember' make more sense? what will happen if one day the memories i accummulated over the past 19 years of my life are completely erased? would i be a different person? how would i live my life?

why have we chosen to forget some? and remember others?

i can go on and on asking questions... hahaha

oh man.. no wonder im no good at making good arguments or writing good argumentative essays cos i can't make up my mind:\

when has webcasting history modules become so interesting (at least to me)? haha:p i guess it's true when you say i should look beyond the boring exterior of things.

when all seem dark and gloommyyy... i see the light coming from yoouuuu [all of you]((:

2008-11-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

specially chosen, packed, packaged and sealed with love:) the cg love pack is simply (:

today, after two not so good papers for me (one on saturday, one today morning), the final blow was dealt by the grade i rcved from my american comedy paper. i admit, it's entirely my fault cos i didnt start early on it and just practically rushed through it... while people took weeks to think and write the paper, i took just two days and the results really showed:\ yes i was dejected and really upset and i felt like giving lit being my minor a miss. thank you nad for being such a darling, giving me advice on writing arguments. i think it really made sense to me now why my paper's so messed up.. hahahha thank you babe! really appreciate it! =D

The next thing that made me smile real BIG is when i took out the cg love pack. i was rejuvenated again! hehe:p picturing my beloved cg mates buying and packing all these lovely things and packaging it so nicely into a brown parcel bag just for me, i feel so loved, so encouraged and so eager to do better for the rest of my papers! thank you Jesus for my lovely cg friends:)) hahhaa the parcel even included sleeping slippers (i dunno what they are called so i just made up a name)!!! =D so thoughtful!!! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUU my beloved CG(:

[/edit] n thank you for hearing me out(: although i was practically complaining my lungs out.. hahahhaa:p

Insight of the Day (:

2008-11-23T10:22:00.002+08:00

"Some people bring out the best in you in a way that you might never have fully realized on your own. My mom, Ruby Lloyd Wilson, was one of those people," says Kemmons Wilson, founder of the Holiday Inn hotel chain.

"Most people called her Doll. My father died when I was nine months old, making her a single mother and a widow at the age of eighteen.While I was growing up, there were times when we had so little money that we had to live on a few pounds of dried butter beans for a week at a time. While food was scarce, my mother's love and devotion were abundant. Each night, she sat me on her lap and spoke the words that would change my life, 'Kemmons, you are destined for greatness and you can do anything in life if you're willing to work hard enough to get it.'

"At fourteen, I was hit by a car and the doctors said I would never walk again. My mother took a leave of absence from her job at a meat-packing plant and moved into my hospital room to care for me. Every day, she spoke to me in her gentle, loving voice, reassuring me that no matter what those doctors said, I could walk again if I wanted to badly enough. She drove that message so deep into my heart that I finally believed her. A year later, I returned to school -- walking on my own.

"When the Great Depression hit, my mom lost her job like millions of others. I was seventeen, and against Doll's wishes, I left school to support the both of us. At that moment, it became my mission in life to succeed for my mother's sake, and I vowed never to be poor again.

"Over the years, I experienced varying levels of business success. But the real turning point occurred on a vacation I took with my wife and five kids in 1951. I was frustrated at the second-rate accommodations available for families and was furious that they charged an extra $2 for each child. That was too expensive for the average American family, and I was determined to offer them an alternative. I told my wife that I was going to open a motel for families with a brand name people could trust that never charged extra for children. I figured about 400 nationwide motels would be the right number so that each one would be within a day's drive of about 150 miles.There were plenty of doubters who predicted failure because there wasn't anything remotely similar to this concept at that time.

"Not surprisingly, Doll was one of my strongest supporters and among the first to pitch in. She worked behind the desk and even designed the room decor for the first hundred hotels. As in any business, we experienced enormous challenges. For years, we paid our employees Christmas bonuses with promissory notes because cash was so short. But with my mother's words deeply embedded in my soul, I never doubted we would prevail. Fifteen years later, we had the largest hotel system in the world, with one of the most recognizable names in the business.

"You may not have started out life in the best of circumstances. But if you can find a mission in life worth working for and believe in yourself, nothing can stop you from achieving success."

Kemmons Wilson founded the first Holiday Inn in 1951 and built it into the largest hotel chain in the world. When he retired in 1979, the company had 1,759 inns in more than fifty countries with annual revenues of $1 billion.
Cynthia Kersey
Excerpted from Cynthia Kersey's, Unstoppable.
www.unstoppable.net

one word: WOW (o.O)

browsing through pictures in my phone..

2008-11-22T19:09:00.023+08:00

yea.. as usual the multi plug gang at our second home >> Olio (:

this is so cool.. LV window display at Hilton Hotel. I wld say good ad!

*whistles* parked outside Hilton Hotel@Orchard. I will get one nxt time! Wait n see! haha:p

ooOOOo this is my little niece! so preeeeetttyyyy! Her name's Sarah which means >> princess(:

In Suntec toilet after Youth Concert! whoo~ that's my sis! any resemblance? hehe:p

My beloved brothers!~ =)) @airport Big bro gg to serve the nation in Brunei:\

My hero finally commissioned! SHUAI DAI LE!!! heh heh heh:p

yes i wanted to look intellectual so i wore speckies.. do we look alike? haha:p

muahahhaa:p he cldnt move cos in contingent.. He's dark chocolate, im white chocolate! hehe:p

*Deep in contemplation* Beloved korkor come back NOW! we miss u so much lor:(

haha this was taken in a secret location only CNM majors know.. shhhh:p

Nadya's lecture.. haha got video! hehe:p listen carefully to what the rest is saying muahah:p

The electrical man (Shai.. u sure not shy lor.. pose somemore pose somemore!)

Close up..

Nadya couldn't resist the urge to draw on my hand.

She says my hand looks nicer now.. damn it.. i shld get a real watch.. hahaha:p

After printing that NM2208 storybook, we went to roam at IKEA and we just had to b retarded.

Sensible Jojo caught the 'retard' disease too

Seriously NAd? You don't look the least bit fierce.. TRY HARDER! wahahahhaha:p

I think i was the most sane.. yes.. ahahhaha:p

THIS IS MY SISTER AND ME (almost same age)!!!! guess who is who! ahahah:p

Awwwwww... gucci gucci gucci (on a side note: tsktsktsk.. *shakes head* i realised that, since young, all our parents taught us brand is good "gucci gucci gucci" haiz bwahaha)

and finally.. i'm supposed to be immersed in the wonderful world of advertising and promotions but what am i doing? haizzzzzz.... nike, LG, philips, night safari.. okok im coming back la.. stop nagging TSK!

influx of posts to make up for the past...

2008-11-21T11:00:00.003+08:00

i realised that i blog more when im mostly at home. i think it's cos im mostly on my computer at home... so that's y whenever im bored of studying i will automatically open my blogger page and start typing random rubbish like wat im doing now:\

and i think this is not exactly very healthy cos yea.. when im at home.. im always at the com or mugging.. so i guess that's y my parents don't feel me at home altho im always at home.. they complain that im always out and all when in actual fact, im always at home.. hahahhaha ironic ey? ahaha:p i guess i shall try jus one day.. jus one day without touching my laptop.. mayb after exams cos i need my lect notes and stuff on my laptop. haha im procrastinating again:\ this is bad:(

anw my com's alot faster now! yaays... cos i reformatted it MYSELF! woohoo talk abt being the most IT-savvy girl in town whoo~ ahahaha ok la ok la with Taffy's help la.. come on lo.. who the heck will know that after u insert the reboot cd into the drive u have to restart ur laptop with the cd inside? I BET ALL OF U ALL DUUNNOO (except Taffy) hahahhaha

yea so back to the topic.. my acer's alot faster nowwww!!! YAAAAAYYY.. but i lost some stuff la.. ahaha like my msn emoticons and my saved passwords on mozilla and my bookmarked pages etc. but all my essentials are still with me!!! how did i do it? ahahhaa all thanks to my mum's awesome ipod video which has 28GB of space!!!! woohoo! i even managed to save two movies into her small little ipod video! Awesome!!! =DDD yea not forgetting all my pretty pretty pictures and memories and all my assignments of three sems and all my music etc etc. i could go on forever.. hahahahhaha

the point is... acer rocks now! muahahahhahahahhaa:p

ok jianwei catch u back from lala-land back to reality.. back to nm2101.. im still stuck at 'Agenda Setting' which by the way is the first topic i began to mug:\ shitttt..

My baby brotherrrrrrrrrrr ((:

2008-11-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

todae is PSLE results collection day.. hahaha my brother is ever so nervous but, as usual, he tries not to show it by.... bullying me.. yes u read it right.. BULLY ME! hahahhaa:p n its not that kind of verbal, its pillow and bolster fights! n then i laugh at him cos:

"OH NO! Er Jie took my WALLET!!!" screamed my brother at 11:19am (results collection is at 12pm) MUahahahahahha:p im an evil sister.. i laughed and said, "Orhhh horrrr.. u cannot collect ur results already cos u need ez-link card." *gives a matter-of-fact face*

*edit-ErJie u also very funny leii. why u take feifei's wallet then leave ur own wallet at home? ahahahahhahaha:p another funny one...

that's my little brother for u --- the act cool GANCHIONG spider muahahahhahaha;) but in the end he called the sch then they say no need la.. so yea wished him all the best and whisked him off to school! hehe:p

**didi, dun nervous la.. jiejie know you can score better than me wan la ((:**

in case anyone is wondering how he looks like.. yes that is how he always is.. ahahahhaha:p he will suddenly burst out in funny comments and make the whole family laugh till our abs hurt.. ahahhahaha:p

that's cute little feifei who is sometimes irritating, sometimes gentlemanly, sometimes very naughty, sometimes so caring, sometimes so playful.....

u forever korkor's, jiejie's, erjie's little baby :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

listening while mugging...

2008-11-19T17:54:00.003+08:00

This used to be my favourite band during my sec sch days.. hehe n they are still not too bad now.. just that Pierre got alot fatter )))): ahaha anw not my crush anymore so... Dedicating this song to all the emo momos mamas out there! MOVE ON.. life won't wait!!!

The lyrics to this song has quite an impact me... and this was why i really like their songs alot because they have simple (cos they are simple plan haha ok not funny) lyrics that teens understand and can identify to.. but at the same time their songs have depth (okay chill, all those who hate simple plan).. just this song alone i was inspired to think that life is about living a legacy and not just bumming around aimlessly.. this song to me is also about moving on because life won't wait even if i'm all sad and suffering in my little emo world..

their songs tho thought by others to be crap, naive, senseless, shallow etc. actually make a lot of sense to me (and i know, to alot of their other adoring fans too), to inspire me to take action and stop procrastinating. it's all up to me~

When I'm Gone
I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life wont wait
I guess it's up to me (how true o.O)

Whoahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future (yea as if it's THAT easy:\)
And misery loves company (haha true again)
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Procrastination running circles in my head (WOW! totally me haha)
While you sit there contemplating you'll wind up left for dead (left for dead) (shit..)
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses (yea life don't stop while i give excuses:\)
Another day, another casualty (and that casualty can only be me)
But that won't happen to me

Whoahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
When I'm gone

(i love this part.. lifts my spirit up up up and away! hahahaha)
Let's go...!
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
We're gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
'cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry (i don't want that to happen to me)
'cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you (up to me)

Whoahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

haha.. this is totally random cos i needed a break from reading about stupid media shit... oops=X yea just the truth.. haha.. back to smeelllllinnnngggg those notes:(((((((((((

2008-11-16T20:18:00.004+08:00

Hey you.. all the best for Physics Paper 1 tomorrow (*edit: oops physics paper was tues not monday!:\).. don't want to start another thread of msges that's why i'm not going to msg you.. guess we shld stay apart for some time, at least for now.. Anyways LAST PAPER ALREADY jiayou!=D

naaaahhh don't say i forget ur fav song! haha:

deep dark secrets

2008-09-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

many of us have secrets we keep to ourselves.. sometimes these secrets are so dark that we are afraid of exposing our true identities even to the closest people we love.. these are what i call the real secrets of each individual.

'there are no secrets under the sun' some people say secrets are meant to be shared, meant to be exposed at the right time (or most of the times-the wrong time).. but i strongly believe that the darkest secrets we keep to ourselves can be so well hidden that absolutely no one (not even someone who is psychic) can sense it.

people do keep secrets that are never divulged.. they carry it to their graves and die with it, leaving behind no trace whatsoever so that others will never know...

but worst of all secrets are those we keep by lying to others and to ourselves... by being someone else we are not.. by living a life packed with lies so that our darkest secret can never (or so one hopes) be revealed. and it is really tiring, i guess, having to keep up with those lies.. sometimes some of it are not well done - a bit of the secret is leaked.. sometimes it is done so well we begin to believe it ourselves..

it must be real painful living a stranger's life, i guess... sometimes u look at urself and u find urself so unfamiliar and u begin to wonder 'Who am i?' i feel everyone is charged guilty for this. often enough, we do something i call 'selective presentation' of ourselves.. how we appear to others are merely us selecting the good personalities we think we have, then portraying out for appropriate people at appropriate times. and usually people do buy into our presentations...

cant blame anybody really... if we let our guards down.. we will be termed as one big fat SINNER cos our real selves are really ugly.. i mean no one else would want to see the other side of someone else - the bad side (so they say) so what for we show it right? we want people to like us to love us.. not reject us not hate us.. just live life according to social standards of 'good' and blend into the society so that we become unnoticeable.. so that life can be comfortable.. so that so that so that.. (SHUT UP ALREADY!)

our identities, our values are shaped by everybody else except ourselves.. why are we doing what we are doing? who are we doing what we are doing for? u say im pining for individualism? but that's so cliched now.... sucked into the bottomless pit of mainstream.. now everyone wants to be individual just like everyone else. hooray for them! how ironic can that ever get.

sometimes when i think that im in control (cos my secrets are all well kept) in actual fact im not.. cos im being controlled by the dark secrets that bind me to the corner... when my situation is out of control (cos my secrets all exposed).. i am actually in total control.. cos i have nothing to hide then:)

home is supposedly a sanctuary for me to feel safe and secure... but i always forget that i live in a building where the walls are thinner than tissue and noise travels not in a straight line.. i always forget that in the neighbourhood where i live, people have ears to listen, mouths to gossip.. everytime after a difficult situation, when i settle down, i then realised how embarrassing it must have been because (i am totally sure that) my 10th (or 9th or 8th etc.) floor neighbors are all listening to my horrendous-sounding screamings and/or cries at my family members:\ they mus have a real bad impression of me... but everybody's still nice to u.. smile at u.. say 'how do u do?' but in actual fact, they have robbed some of my secrets from my 'secret' bank, exposing the utter ugliness in me.

Appearance not equals Reality. Period.

2008-09-24T08:03:00.000+08:00

thanks to a certain friend.. i'm beginning to miss my kayaking days:( I remember that those days, we...

1) had to wake up early for training at the kallang river (have to reach at 9am all ready waiting for coach:\)
2) proudly wear our jersey
3) run to PA club because late
4) always late kena pushup punishments
5) improved stamina drastically (my canoeing teacher was damn shocked when she reviewed our past and present timings haha)
6) had to smell the unbearable stench of the dirty waters but still capsize in it:\
7) had to endure the kilometers and more kilometers of paddling coach pushed us to row
8) had to race against each other even though we are friends
9) had to endure embarrassments when coach use his loud hailer to yell out our names to point out our mistakes
10) had to stay in the sun
11) had to walk on sand filled with oil when it is low tide
12) had to paddle harder after raining cos the waters are always too calm (on the surface) after a heavy down pour
13) alwaes pray that the lightning would not strike us cos we are holding on to (fully) carbon-made paddles
14) wished that Duck tours will just shut up
15) had to re-enact adventure races (FUN!)
16) had to run 5km after warm ups, paddle another 2K straight after? (can't remember the exact measures but just noe that we are all dead beat after that)
17) had to drag our boats n paddles n swim all the way back if we capsize in the middle of the river
18) got to dragon boat! yayys:)
19) had to do the 'McDonald's meal' warm ups:\ (set meal of pushups, cycling crunches and burpies)
20) had to wash every life jacket, paddle, boat
21) had to count boats n paddles n life-jackets
22) had personalised paddles with our names on the handle
23) had code names; mine's xiao wei ok DUN U DARE LAUGH
24) had bets whereby the guys had to do pushups because i lost the race against my team girls (haha:p im sorry.. I didn't know u all had such faith in me! ahah:p sorry to disappoint but thanks:) i'm much flattered haha:p)
25) had mini races where Evelyn (girls captain) will always be asked by coach to race with the guys.. haha:p

these are just only one-tenth of the things i remember from those two years:) there are many many more i still recall now and then but there are jus too many for me to type it out...

it has been a fulfilling two years (less than that actually) with my canoeing khakis.. nobody else understands y we are so hiong so enthu.. everything chiong chiong chiong.. some laugh at us, call us siao.. my parents scolded me upside down when i went home with sun burns, bruises, scratches, wounds, rashes etc. haha

but we dun care.. cos we have common goals we want to achieve together as a team.. we've been trained to do watever it takes.. we are determined to make it.. most importantly, we have each other to encourage and be encouraged:)

lately.. i feel that i have lost that zeal.. that chionging force.. i need to get that feeling back.. i need to wake up and stop wasting my time:\ i need to feel like xiao wei again...

2008-09-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

u are being selfish when u say we don't care
u are being selfish when u say u walk alone
u are being selfish when u say we (I) gave up on you
u are being selfish when u say we (I) don't believe you
u are being selfish when u don't answer calls
u are being selfish when u don't reply our (my) smses
u are being selfish when u say to me 'forget i ever say anithing'
u are being selfish when u say 'never mind. it's okay' and just walk away

u are being selfish and u have absolutely NO idea how u hurt me so terriblyyyy..........................

but i'm still here if u need me.. i promised i won't ever let go of u as a friend:)

2008-07-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

im starting to get too caught up with work (again:\ this also happened when i got my 1st job) and forgetting about my dreams n goals in life:( this week when i found out that my sup didnt schedule me for the week, i actually felt quite lost:| omg... i felt like slapping myself.. come on.. im not living to work@that place right?

so i guess this week's break was good for me cos i get to think alot about what the heck am i doing with my life RIGHT NOW? i feel like im wasting my life while my other friends are like living their vacations to their fullest! but im stuck n not growing AT ALL (scanning tickets, smiling at random strangers, politics@work, ushering blah blah blah) i feel so angry at myself.. WHat exactly am i doing? gahhhhhhhh....

yesterday was the one of the rarest times i felt like i was living life again :) cos it was the day out with my beloved girls:)) the small talks, guilty gossips, laughters were all so so so real and genuine=D i feel so comfortable n i feel like i AM BEING MYSELF once again.. i missed that man.. alot.. ahahhaha:p n why am i blogging again? it's because darling vannie suggested it to me.. she told me blogging gets me thinking >> what i want to write.. how i want to phrase my words etc. etc. Even though words may be few, my thoughts are penned down (or rather typed out) n
in this way im using my brain (which i rarely use nowadays:\) n also most importantly i get to rant or give thanks or jus spout random rubbish:)

haha ironically, we had our day out@flyer but the flyer looked so different yesterday when i was with my darling girlfriends.. haha okok im not weird hor! Seriously, as anita said it was a whole new experience up with people who matter (altho we didnt get one private capsule, it was pretty much private cos we were in our own world ahhhaha:p).. the scenery looked more beautiful, the precious pictures we took, the ride seemed so fast over:\ it was realli like our first time up the big humongous thing.. ahahhaa:p i mean.. ferris wheeeeeeeeeeeel =D n i dare say its a wonderful first time! yay! =D

let the pictures do the talking...

^^dun snatch! they are mine <3

a lovely day spent with lovely people is a lovely blessing that makes lovely memories etch deeply in my heart foreva :) lovelove <3<3

thanksgiving (:

2008-04-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

Approximately several weeks ago, I was playing with the paint application in my laptop and I decided to make a "Things to do" list. I listed a total of 9 DEADlines!?!?!??!?!!?!?!?! I still remember very clearly that at that point in time I was so stressed up about being so slack:\ So, I decided to put the list as my desktop background so as to remind myself about the pressing DEADlines...

It has proved itself to be useful:)

Each time I strike out a done assignment or project with a single red line, I could feel the adrenaline rush through my veins... And after that I was so motivated to move on to the next assignment in line... haha:p sure.. There were times I was beaten down by feelings of siansation... to the point that I don't want to move on... But as more and more lines got strike out... hehe:p super duper SHIOK feeling larhsss.. ahahhaa:p

'Oh 8 left.' 'Come on, only 5 left' ' yes! 2left!' haha:p

Looking at the list now, I really do get a sense of victory.. Like.. YAAAAAYY! I went through NINE obstacles and I’m still alive and kicking... you know? Couldn't be any prouder;) ahahhaha:p

Anyways, now is also a time for thanksgiving!!! :) I've got a lot of people to thank man... For bringing me through semester 2:) so more lists! WOOoooOohoOOOo~ ahahha:p

NM2219 project mates
Haha! They prolly won't ever see this. But still, I really want to thank them with all my heart. I remember the first time we decided to form a group... ahhaa:P the group is always so quiet lorhhsss... I was even telling Nadya that my group is the "cheng mo" one compared to her noisy 2219 team... ahahhaa:p Everytime we met, we just do our own stuff on our own laptops:\ But slowly slowly (like slow cooker), we warmed up to each other and began talking nonsense and yar you get the picture. Project has never been so FUNNNNNNNNNN=D

Thank you Cassandra for being the one who is always doing a lot... the ‘I can do. No Problem.’ Girl! Ahaha:p The outlines of both the interim report and final report and the slides and everything.. all done by her... Don’t see she small size man... good things come in small packages:) haha:p Our progress would have been stagnant if not for your constant reminders and your 'what's next?' prompts motivated us to get things done:) Not only do we do work, we also had lots of fun together! Ahaha;p like finding out we loVe watching “It Started With a Kiss” (Taiwanese Drama) and Zhi Shu is soo cute and Xiangqin is really too stupid.. ahahhahaa:p thank you thank you babe.. not forgetting you are always getting bruises because of your unglamness (clumsiness oops! haha:p).. ahaha:p I can’t stop laughing when I think of how you keep knocking against stuff.. ahhahaha:p and oh yes!!!! Of course, not forgetting to mention - your creative designs of each of our avatars on second life - Leon with a unibrow and a tight fitting lab coat (where we can see his butt line.. omg! Ahahha:p), Jun lin with amazing hair (ahahah:P) oh! And thank you for teaching me about online sprees. Thank you for agreeing to come down for project meetings even though we were meeting on your free day:) ARIGATO GOZAIMASHITA for everything! =D

Thank you Jun Lin for being the team’s perfectionist. Our reports can never go wrong with you always going through the last round of editing.

'Ok let's take turns to do editing.'

‘Can I be the last to edit?' >> That is your FAVOURITE line throughout the project I SWEAR! ahahhaa:p

Yep :) and with your meticulous editing skills I’m sure we will do well:) Your crazy ideas 'locate the dean' in Second Life!?!?! ahahhahaha:p and wearing lab coats for presentation and the skit for the presentation.. Everything everything... the presentation would not have been possible if not for your amazing ideas:).. You know i couldn’t believe that you are actually the VP of CAC initially... but now I know why;) it is because you strive for the best in everything you lay your hands on... and never settle for less.. For that I really really salute you! *salutes* at the same time, you are such a fun person to be around... never a group meeting do you find me not laughing.. ahahhaa:p Oh! Yar! Yar! Yar! Yar! I MUST MENTION THIS or else not characteristic of Jun Lin already >>> Your fantastically cool and happening email address: bochupman.. aahhahaha:P yar HAPPENING har! But, I must say, that is so not you because you are totally the opposite of bochup=) MANY MANY THANKS Bochup Noyes!!! ahahhahah;p

Thank you Leon for being the crappy, can never be early and can never once concentrate in lectures (always doing other stuff on your MAC) guy. We could never have gotten any lit reviews done if not for your superb research skills which enables u to find journals in lightning speed... ahahhaa:p on a totally not-regarding-project mode – thank you for roping me in for Uni-Y in exco... hahaa:p thank you for being a gentleman, always the guy holding the doors for the ladies and waiting outside the girls’ toilet for us ladies... just being a total gentlemen:) that is definitely characteristic of a BB boy;)

Me: You got wear nice nice anot? (I asked because today was the presentation)

Leon: I wearing shorts, singlet and slippers.

One thing must comment on you though >> Through this project, me and Cassandra noticed something about you.. You CAN’T MULTI-TASK for nuts! And it’s not the minor type where you sort of know people are talking about you.. You are the TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS TO YOUR SURROUNDINGS kind of person! Ahahaha:p first one I’ve seen man.. hahaha:p now we know, so many a time me and Cassandra gossip about you in front of you.. You also don’t know:p ahahhahahaha! But still, XIE XIE NI Doctor Leong;)

Thank you Serena for being my first friend in nm2219 tutorial class:) hahahaha:p I will always remember that if you want to set up a PR agency in China and you are going to bring TWO BOTTLES OF SOYA SAUCE to greet your client.. ahahhaha:p and yes USE THE CHINA-BRAND TOOTHPASTE! Ahahhaa:p makes ur teeth shine whiter;) thank you for accompanying me for lunches on Thursdays after tutorial. Thank you for your laughters! I notice that you are someone who likes to smile and laugh a lot and that really cheers up the group alot alot alot:) ahahhaa:p you always show yourself to be sure and steadfast.. And I really admire you for that... Not forgetting that u have a great fashion sense!! ahaha:p i like your dress sense.. Oh and you are also like Leon, very expert in finding stuff online har.. but this time it’s not academic stuff.. But nice clothes! Ahahhha:p it’s really nice now that we are also CCA mates! We shall work hard together k k k? Hehe:p it is always nice to have someone who is so friendly and funny around so that I will be entertained, at least, all the days of my NUS life.. muahahahhahaha:p u shall be my entertainer! Ahahhaha:p

Really thank you all for EVERYTHING... Project would have never been the same without every single one of you... I really believe things don’t happen by chance(: really looking forward to taking same modules and doing projects together with you all again =)

Ok this is getting so long... I shall continue another time;) hehe:p

2008-04-03T12:46:00.000+08:00

I wish my thinking process can be accelerated:\ In this way then I can start to contribute in tutorials and also group discussions and so on (not spout nonsense and always saying the wrong things) Recently, I wanted so much to contribute in class.. So I thought as hard as I could during class...

think

think

think (oh come on.)

still nothing

still still nothing

think (I think it’s coming.)

think

....

... (guess not.)

.... -__-

OHOHOHOHOH!
I GOT IT!
Class ended already:\ WTH?!

2008-04-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

damnnn.. i shldnt hv been so KayPo.. hope i didn't mess things up..

sometimes i wished i would have just shut up:\

2008-03-30T08:26:00.000+08:00

now i see what i want.
couldn't make it any clearer (:

He has been to my future and saw that it is good (:

2008-03-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

yea it's this time of the semester again...

projects, assignments, readings which all have been neglected are all piling up into a HUGE mess on my table at home.. ok i don't actually have a table at home.. but it's all piling high up in my study box till i can't close the lid:\ blahhhhss...

yeu can agree with me that although there is so much to be done.. i don't know which one to start with first:\ haiz.... ok i know i know.. the key is to just START doing something.. dang! i am still undecided:\

had my first presentation of the semester today:) social work.. it didn't went too badly although i realise i don't really know what i was talking about in the presentation.. but HECK! one presentation down, four more to go.. how encouraging:(

my friends are all stressed up and falling sick.. if u all are reading this, please take care of yourself! i know it's pretty impossible but try to rest more! don't sleep too late and drink lotsa water! haiz.. despite saying that, i know nobody will heed this advice cos everyone's too caught up with completing this project, that assignment, those tests blahblahblah.. nevertheless, hang in there people! long break's coming soon after exams! woohoo~~

haha ok back to my podcast assignment :\

HACKER(S) ALERT!!!!

2008-03-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

oh man.. i cannot believe this!!! Listen to this:

ok recently, my Jc friend added me on his new msn acc.. curious i asked him why he changed his acc.. he commented that some hacker changed his password so he couldnt log in thus he lost all his contacts.. i was like wow.. so lame =.=

THEN JUST NOW (ONLY JUST!!!!) i found him online on his old acc so i went "hey u found ur password?" then as i was browsing through my contact list, i saw him online?! on his new acc! i was like: WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING? so i ask him on his new acc: "ey how come u online here?

**CHECK THIS OUT:

he says:
why whats wrong
oh im online in another acc?

busybusybombeebee says:
ur old acc is online

he says:
wthhh

busybusybombeebee says:
i jus asked the person

he says:
shit man i think tts a hacker
got reply?

busybusybombeebee says:
no leii
busybusybombeebee says:
lol
busybusybombeebee says:
wait lor

he says:
kk keep me updated

busybusybombeebee says:
later the person pretend to b u
busybusybombeebee says:
tt will b soooo farrrnni
busybusybombeebee says:
lol

he says:
iv no clue if its a connection problem or rly a hacker

busybusybombeebee says:
u want to scold the person?

he says:
no la not funny le, ltr ppl think he's me and he flame me

busybusybombeebee says:
i can add the person into this convo
busybusybombeebee says:
lol

he says:
kk pls do tt

busybusybombeebee says:
HE REPLIED!
busybusybombeebee says:
omg
busybusybombeebee says:
i your mama lar he says

he says:
eh copy and paste can?
wth
wthhh i dunno what he cud be tellin other ppl man
lol

busybusybombeebee says:
u noe who is it anot?

he says:
scaryy
nope no clue

busybusybombeebee says:
u wait i add the person in

he says:
i just no tt like last night i kept on d/c cuz it kept saying uv logged in on another com

busybusybombeebee says:
ok i add the person here
busybusybombeebee says:
get ready

he says:
i think e guy never accept me yet le
i added him alr
but he's still offline

busybusybombeebee says:
OF COURSE HE WONT ADD U BACK
busybusybombeebee says:
jus talk when i add him here

he says:
no la

busybusybombeebee says:
he appears offline but not

he says:
if he knows i dunno him he wont be scared to add me what

busybusybombeebee says:
ok

International roast has been added to the conversation.

You have just sent a nudge.

he says:
yes?

busybusybombeebee says:
talk to urself

**(okay this part is damn funny... READ ON. he=my friend, International roast=hacker)
*(note: concealed my friend's name cos privacy purposes)

he says:
hey (my friend's name-yea he was tryin to appear cool by calling the fake by his own name ahahha:p)?

International roast says:
hey bro
International roast says:
how is it going broo..

he says:
supp
its pretty good sis
urself?

International roast says:
having the best time of my life

he says:
i can tell
so what exactly are u doing/

International roast says:
donno lehz you tell me

he says:
hahaha u first

International roast says:
but i can give you warning 1st lah i quite nice so go change ur friendster pw cos i just fixed it LOL
International roast says:
'(**information concealed**)'
International roast says:
steady bo
International roast says:
actually ah bro no need create any new email
International roast says:
becos ill just get the pw again
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
hahah and how will u do it?

International roast says:
i donno ask david coperfield lah

he says:
haha so why are u doing this man?

International roast says:
how i noe sia
International roast says:
i got too much time i guess.. sowwy i chose you as victim
International roast says:
life not very fair hor

he says:
haha i wudnt say victim la
msn doesnt mean much to u but if it makes u happy tts gd
so do i know u

International roast says:
no... i know you abit well since today
International roast says:
hopefully you can get to know me better =)

he says:
haha i dont think ud want that man
lol i wouldnt mind tho
gimme a call lar

International roast says:
no lah siao ar you so scary think i will call? lololol
International roast says:
no lah i scared
International roast says:
dont hurt me maam ):
International roast says:
eh 'im the baker' ask me when to return him the money
International roast says:
wah sia lah you loan money from ppl 1 isit
International roast says:
nice one lah LOL

he says:
yeah man i owe quite a few ppl money
so how bout u

International roast says:
me ar? no lah i actually nice guy one
International roast says:
dun worry i never do anything bad i play play only

he says:
hahah

International roast says:
dun angry pls
International roast says:
):

he says:
yeah its cool
but gimme back my pw?
i know u kept trying tolog in last night

International roast says:
last night was msn bug sia. actually no need 1 but got bug. i try all my fixes still cant hurhur now can alr
International roast says:
you want back ar okay lah

he says:
yeah thats nice of u
so pw?

International roast says:
relax lah i give you by tonight, i need your acc to get other ppl's pw you see. its a tough job ):

he says:
haha serious?

International roast says:
but you see ah the thing about me is, i get the pw never do anything bad. for fun oni
International roast says:
so dun worry lah
International roast says:
hahaha

he says:
i can tell
i like that
but i must say its kinda inconvenient
anywy whats ur definition of not doing anytg bad?

International roast says:
i never talk to anyone
International roast says:
my and my friends have this hobby.. sorry we are losers.. hurhur
International roast says:
you dun belive me you can ask any of your frens if i got say anything at all..
International roast says:
we collect the pw store in our database.. LOL
International roast says:
maybe illegal
International roast says:
tell police lor see if can catch
International roast says:
(:

he says:
no la i wont make a complaint for this la

International roast says:
got anotyher msg from you. 'Call me Misfit' 'You never tell right?'

he says:
maybe if ur flaming me den i will have to la

International roast says:
wah you loan money then still tell here tell there

he says:
hahaha (**information concealed**-my friend was verifying with the hacker about his friend's email add) right?

International roast says:
no lah i dun flamester one
International roast says:
yes

he says:
hahah help me reply can

International roast says:
hey busybusybombeebee why you so quiet lah bro (** i stunned here. scareded:\)

he says:
or pass me the email k?

International roast says:
dun worry i dun think can take your password
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
e biggest challenge i faced since morning is rmbring all e msn addresses la
i have like 200-300 la br, u dig?

International roast says:
i see..
International roast says:
no sorry i can't pass you any emails now.. got checking atm. dun worry you will have your acc back as normal..

he says:
ok can can

International roast says:
this happens to alot of ppl randomly sorry lah.. i know abit bastard right but never do anything bad

he says:
u replied to (**information concealed**)?

International roast says:
you like so nice about it
International roast says:
maybe i can teach you how to do
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
aha u would?
liydat i call u bro alr la

International roast says:
you want me reply what LOL

he says:
just tell her my new email la
she's a lovesick girl la
in need of urgent attention

International roast says:
Call me Misfit says:
you didn't tell right?
International roast says:
tell what?
Call me Misfit says:
(**information concealed**) la dumb.
International roast says:
who is (**information concealed**)
International roast says:
lovesick ar then you wan easy access isit
International roast says:
LOL
International roast says:
okay lah i give her your email..

he says:
hahah fuckerr.. kapok like what only
kk thx
so anywy are u gna log into my friendstr? and when u gimme back this acc are u gna change e pw back to (**information concealed**) or what?

International roast says:
haha wah you say until i like control you , damn bad
International roast says:
no lah
International roast says:
i give you new pw.. you can go chng ltr if you want
International roast says:
your friendster acc i never touch
International roast says:
never even log in
International roast says:
but i fixed the pw and it said (**information concealed**)..
International roast says:
if you wan can change that 1 oso
International roast says:
but anw ill give you the new pw for your msn soon..

he says:
but u say until like whatever i do u can find out e new pw le?
ahah its still (**information concealed**) what?

International roast says:
yah i neer change
International roast says:
you wan you change..

he says:
haha actually friendster ar, this kinda thing u can upload all sorta sick pics and stuff ar
do u do this for msn or friendster also?

International roast says:
lol anything that requires passwords
International roast says:
icq
International roast says:
mirc
International roast says:
msn
International roast says:
friendster
International roast says:
facebook
International roast says:
computer log in passwords

he says:
as in whats ur purpose with this stuff? just to get pws in ur database or to screw up ppl u dun like?
as in upload dirty pics and all?

International roast says:
donno.. my friends ask me do i do lor

he says:
haha u follow ur friends one meh?
u sound like a smart chap, albeit bored

International roast says:
no lah i where got smart
International roast says:
professional hacker considered smart meh ?
International roast says:
albeit bored?
International roast says:
sia lah you got big big words
International roast says:
chee bai kia
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
haha
so fierce

International roast says:
okay lah.. you wan me give you your new pw here or wat

he says:
chillax la
yeah sure no probs man here is fine

International roast says:
ok.. if any of your freidns kena hack
International roast says:
you know who ar
International roast says:
pass my contact ard pls (:

he says:
eh but dont do my friends la bro
any callin card?

International roast says:
HAHA your a smart guy
International roast says:
callin card. i like the way you can talk sia

he says:
haha i knw

International roast says:
you chee bai kia LOL

he says:
im kinda appealin

International roast says:
ok..
International roast says:
anw

he says:
ehhh abang??? so hot for what siall
why so seriouss

International roast says:
thanksku for being a good sport..

he says:
np

International roast says:
i promised i didint do anything bad and i didnt..

he says:
tts my middle name
yeah i knw

International roast says:
your new pw is boeykim. if you change it, i recommend you use numbers and words.. if not too easy
International roast says:
kk well thats all, hopefully you dun see me again, apologies for any inconvenice caused
International roast says:
(:

International roast has left the conversation.

FREAKYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. now im hoping i am NOT his next victim... sorry for the vulgar words there.. not i say one.. is the HACKER.. whoa man.. if this gets to the news it will be BIGBIGBIGBIGBIG.. like omg! btw.. the part about my friend loaning money frm some baker? it's fake.. my friend asked his other friend to pretendd and talk to the HAcker.. ahahhahaa:p funny person...

interesting rite? leave a comment! ahahha:p

2008-03-22T08:00:00.000+08:00

WHOA... it is really so hard to bring up a child man.. especially when it comes to EDUCATION:\

My parents just bought this software called 'Home Tutor' for my little brother who is constantly failing his maths and science subjects.. like $500++!!! i earn that in like - one month when i was working!!! ONE MONTH's pay spent in ONE DAY (o.O) haizzz....

And now they are going to get a new laptop so that they can install the software... and that will be $2000++?!??!!??!!? whoa man.. one day already spent about $2500+++!!!! i could live on that amount for like 3 mths?

well it is an investment.. BLAHBLAH... i did fine without tuition.. yea i struggled abit but i got through! so what's with this investment on technology? haiyo... i really hope my little brother makes full use of this and realise that it is really a HUGE amount for us now in our current situation... he's always playing a fool... really worried about this going to waste :\

*dreams of money falling from heaven* ahahahhaah:p

On a totally different note, i am so not doing well in nm.. wonder why though, cos like i was so enthu about it? but like now, that has all died down and all:\ failed one nm midterm so badly.. n for the other nm midterm, i almost didn't make it through:( okay i admit.. i never study:\ i never did like studying... have always been forced to muggg *ugh* i thought that if i majored in nm there will be more hands-on and stuff.. not as much theories to memorise? BAHHHHSSS.. i was proven wrong:\

on the other hand, i am doing better than i expected in literature.. surprise surprise~~ ahaha:p and i like literature lessons although i don't speak much in class... i never once doze off in lectures cos it is all so interesting to me.. ahahha:p ok partly cos i love watching movies and tv (n i don't get to watch these at home - no TV:o im not kidding...) and also cos i like to analyse things (altho i might not be good at it:\) haha:p

one problem though... n this was what my literature tutor pointed out to me.. i have problems expressing myself.. maybe cos i don't read as much anymore (i don't subscribe to ST:o and again im not kidding...) so ask me about Super Tuesday or what's Obama's full name or whether Mas Selamat is caught already anot.. i will give you the blank look :| i need to read more man.. even for my other writing module.. i myself find some of my sentence structures weird:S

i am so shut off from the world.. so shut off from what is happening...

in a way it is good.. cos i don't get exposed to all the bad news and stuff that the media is so blatantly advertising nowadays.. in another it is bad.. cos of the same reason.. how am i to be a journalist? or PR practitioner? or venture into the media industry? without any knowledge of current affairs and such? i need to find a way to get hold of some newspapers:\ or the news.

and my vocab is not exactly fantastic..

aaaaarggghhh! so many things!

frustrated irritated angsty me:\

2008-03-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

so out of sorts todae:\

after a long day in sch till 8pm... i took a long journey home by bus then train alone. i get to think about a lot of things that happened or are happening in my life recently.. i get to reflect -- the good times; the bad times

i guess i got too carried away...

the train already got to Chinese Garden when i realised to my horror i was in the wrong train:\ this totally sucks u noe.. cos like i was alone n its late (and dark) n i was damn tired n blah blah blah:\ not a good time, definitely not a good time =x

texted anita about my ridiculous blunder n i really appreciated it when not only did she not laugh at me:) she was actualli worried that my parents were going to be panicky about my late going home.. haha:p thanks babe! really appreciated your care n concern.. lovelove <3<3<3

i think i need to rethink some decisions which i made in my life for the past year n recently.. some things are not right.. some things are not functioning as i like it to be functioning.. some things are just plain questionable.. i need some answers.. i need reasons...

and...

i BADLY

need time...

2008-02-27T03:27:00.000+08:00

My Version Of Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No.2 in C Minor - Mvt. 1

Dolente (Sad, weeping); Legato

There when I was bored
When I was happy
When I wanted to be alone
When I needed to clear my mind

Chopin, Beethoven, Haydn, Handel, Debussy, Mozart, Bach, Brahms, Rachmaninoff, Schubert, Schumann, Tchaikovsky

There through my most important exams
Through my difficult days
Through my tears
Through my loneliness

Baroque, Classical, Romantic, Contemporary, Gospel, Pop

You watched me grow from a girl who loved little dresses
To a rebellious teenager who wears only jeans and T-shirts
But with you I never did change
I could still spend hours and hours with you everyday

C, D, E, F, G, A, B, #, ♭

I look onto your Black sleek shiny surface
And saw my own reflection
Opens up to expose black and white keys
Soothing, calming, angering, happy, saddening sounds
(you knew me so well)

Presto, Allegro, Andante, adagio, largo, crescendo, forte, fortissimo, diminuendo, piano, pianissimo

Dreamt of travelling the world with you
Dreamt of becoming the world’s famous pianist with you
Dreamt of keeping you by my side always...

Perfect, Augmented, Chromatic, Diminished, Major, Minor

Sforzando
Dreams dashed: \
Damn do I miss you):

--End--

2008-02-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

My sister had a really bad fall today: \ and I was really terribly scared out of my wits when she started vomiting and saying she feels giddy and all...

This incident made me realise a lot a lot of things... things that I never ever thought important in my life... things I always took for granted and most of all the amazing power of prayer, worship and believing in angels having charge over us (:

She is doing well now... went to the hospital with her and daddy just now.. Doc says she just need a lot of rest thank God... and observation for another 24 hrs...

I believe that healing has already taken place in her because God is faithful =D Hosanna in the highest! (:

Continuing to trust and rest in His protection, favour and love <3

2008-02-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

It is so irritating you know... when my inspirations always come at night but i have to go and sleep.. then the next morning i can't remember anything already.. i think my brains work better at night.. oh man... i have to adjust this..

help!!! anyone? :\

haiz... on a totally random note.. i realise im afraid of committments...

Smiling clears my blocked nose! (:

2008-02-17T03:00:00.000+08:00

I am sick:\

but I'm not exactly sad because someone told me a bedtime story when i couldn't sleep! ahahha:p here it goes:

Tonight it'll be Pinocchio and the Pea. Heard of it before?
Haha:p Pinocchio and the Pea? No. Isn't it Princess and the Pea? Wahaha:p
Noooooooo that's some other story mine is the real fairytale! It's about how Pinocchio threw the pea into the ground and out came a beanstalk!
Wahaha:p I'm like covering my face with my blanket and laughing silently cos if my sis saw me laughing my parents will know (that I'm not asleep yet) and i'll get into trouble! Waha:p so what happened after that?
Haha gosh then after that when they climbed up the beanstalk they saw the giant! He was called Hagrid! Hahahah

yes.. n i wonder how i managed to fall asleep at that 'bedtime' story. ROFLOL :p

2008-02-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

I said something I shouldn't have said. I'm sorry and I mean it. But you probably wouldn't get it.

But still...

sorry
=\

Random Ramblings

2008-01-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5plus am to do my e lit tutorial. Everything seemed so quiet like I was all alone in this world. Looking out the window, I realised that actually many people are already up and about. From my window, I can see across to about 6 blocks of flats. Some lights in the houses were already lit and dark figures were moving about. Sometimes, I feel really comforted to know that while here I am fretting about tutorials, someone on the other side is also doing the same. Haha:p Then again, I’m still alone because everybody else is minding their own business. The person across the block doesn’t know me (doesn’t even realise I’m scrutinizing their every movement) and I don’t know them too. Nevertheless, I do feel a certain connection with these people. I don’t really know why actually.

Now I see people living in the opposite rushing down the stairs (probably for work). I saw a mother opening the gate – a girl, with all her hair tied up neatly, clad in a neatly ironed uniform, walking out of the house and down the stairs (probably headed to school). They all live on different levels. It is so interesting seeing them walking down the stairs. They probably do not realise that there’s another person walking down the same stairs on a different level above them or below them. Sometimes their speeds are the same; sometimes one is faster than the other so that eventually they meet midway through climbing down. Do they stop to chat? Do they greet each other? I don’t know... me from the opposite block could see everything so clearly and yet couldn’t very much see everything so clearly (how ironical!)

Oh! Is that a blackout? The corridor lights suddenly went out like all the bulbs exploded... nah.. it’s just the automatic switch off because it’s 7am.. WAIT.. 7 AM????? Oh no!! I haven’t even started on my tutorial! DARN!

Hao Xin Fen Shou by Wang Lee Hom & Candy Lo

2008-01-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

I used to like this song alot because i loved the sound of the female voice:) didn't know what exactly the lyrics are about until now when i read it.. ahhaha:p i realised this song is quite sadd:( well.. i still like it.. Candy Lo's voice is AWESOME.. wished i had a voice like that.. ahahhaa:p

canto-pop music is not bad ey~~ enjoy the song!!

;)

(女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗

(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我
试一下抱一下

(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过

(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多

(男):被我伤让你痛

(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破

(男):好心分手每天播

(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

2008-01-08T07:38:00.000+08:00

Dad and I had a LooOOOooNG heart-to-heart talk yesterday night till late. What started off as a heated argument turned out to be me learning a lot of valuable lessons from my old man:) I didn't know that my dad would be so wise because he doesn't act his age at all, all the time. ahaha:p

My dad is the type of person whom one can joke around with, play hide and seek and do all sorts of nonsense. But when it comes to the discipline of his children, he is a no nonsense person. His favourite phrase is “cut the crap!” So you can imagine when we did wrong things in the past it was a “beat first, talk later” kind of environment. However, for the past years he has changed tremendously. I can’t count the number of times he forced himself to sit down and listen to our explanations of why we behaved in this manner or that and etc. Ahahhaa:p A lot of my friends think that my dad is difficult to live with but I think I am the one who is more difficult to live with ahaha:p

It has been a long time since we talked like that and it felt good (: I was able to vomit out everything I wanted to say though it got quite upsetting at that certain point in time because tension was rising (and I was pretty scared of my dad flaring up:s). Everything bothering me was out of my chest, I feel so light and free:D Heehee:p I feel I can breathe better now because we cleared up a lot of misunderstandings between us and he shared what was on his mind.

These late night sessions are much needed for me. Ahaha:p Seriously speaking, I’m someone who assumes a lot and broods over matters for days and nights till it is resolved. I felt a sense of relief as I poured everything out to my father last night(: Those things were kept in my heart for too long already. I needed a channel to get it out and yesterday’s session was the perfect timing to get all those things off my heart(: I wonder how long will it be before I get to talk to dad like that again..........................

2008-01-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

Photos bring back so many memories.. reminding me of good friends.. the good times spent together.. the bad times.. the times we did not spend together.. the times we went separate ways..

It really saddens me when a very good friend is going away, far away, and not telling me about it:( its even worse when she's already far away and i don't even know about it... and it is my fault:\ i procrastinate too much when it comes to organizing meet ups... and then when I realised what really is happening (she leaving and never coming back) I don't know how to react.. before i know it, she's gone.. out of my life.. forever... ok maybe not forever (she's not dead! mind you!).. there maybe no opportunities to meet anymore:\

sometimes i find it so difficult to keep people whom I love very much by my side.. because I feel it's too selfish of me to:\ they have their own dreams, their own paths to take in life..

But to just let go.. is so painful... so so so painful...

2008-01-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

Everybody (in the world) likes to care for themselves only. Even though sometimes it may seem that they are showing consideration to others, their ‘consideration’ concerns their own well being too... I’m not saying all these to criticise anyone.. even I am guilty of being self-centred:\ and I really hate this ugliness in my flesh:\

On another note, tomorrow is CORS bidding ROUND 1A!! Everyone, be prepared to grab those modules!!! (but please.. to those with their accounts overflowing with bid points.. Don’t SPOIL MARKET!)

So happy when I logged in to CORS today and found that two of the NM modules are already pre-allocated to me!! At least two slots are CONFIRMED!! Woohoo~~ Now, I’m still contemplating whether to take a science GEM (expensive lei nad:S) or to take an exposure (from social sciences --- anybody taking exposures in SEM2?) or an SS (super duper expensive too!!:S) I lay my decisions in Your hands Father;) I know You will make ALL things right because I am Your beloved:D

Somehow those words cheered me up!!! Heehee:p I found that I’m really a person who isn’t sad for very long.. Just as Pastor said last Sunday.. i am buoyant (is it spelled this way?) whenever I’m upset or down.. i don’t completely break down (I never once did.. although I secretly wanted to know how it feels like:p) i will be up and kicking after a very short while! Ahaha:p This is because of the person inside me who keeps me floating thus i’m never sinking and drowning! Thank you Jesus;)

People might say, “WHOA! Jianwei, u so religious ey!” to anyone who is reading my blog.. hey! Listen to this: I don’t have a religion. I have a RELATIONSHIP with my God, my daddy God;) and that revelation warms my heart even when I heard it like ten million thousand times. People (especially young people) keep searching for love in the wrong places but thank God He found me even before I had the chance to embark on my search. HE who FIrst loves me so that I can love another:) and praise God HE is the same yesterday, today and forever(:

**So what can I say? What could I do? I offer this heart of mine... COMPLETELY TO YOU <3

2007-12-13T04:15:00.001+08:00

yes im posting again:)

haha.. sorri my dear bloggie!!! hvnt been coming to see u): ahahaha:p been realli busy this past few months...just last week, i was busy preparing for the exams:\ i DO hope the preparations were useful... *crosses fingers*

Life in NUS has been good so far:) seems like uni life is DA BEST of all my years of schooling.. i met amazing frens, amazing people etc... there are peeps frm my nus 'good-looking peeps' clique, there are the darlings from ARROW cg:), the lovelies from DA GANG frm SA, there are the GB old frens, there are the SOuth Asia project mates, there are the NUS OMS cca grpies:) etc etc..

wow! i seem to b so overwhelmed by frens? haha:p hope these will all last! jus last fri i was super duper UBER surprised by the nus peeps who threw me a surprise bdae party:)

they are like super GOOOOOOOOOD at keeping secrets la.. some of them, errrr not quite... ahahhaha:p nad is the best.. i hvn got a clue that she was planning it all along.. RAHHS! ok i was suspicious at first cos it was like she told me that onli me,vicks n her can make it for the clique 'chill out' session but when i msged aloy, he said he's coming for awhile... and then there is the 'ever so spoiler' sx hu told me straight that he told nad long ago that he can make it - that was the one convo that aroused my suspicion.. ahhahaa:p then the last one was jas.. she was doing so well until she leaked out that we could discuss mod preference on the day of the surprise.. n i was like "didnt u say u cldnt make it?" ahahhaa:p then she tried to salvage the situation but i sort of suspected smth fishy already.. ahahhaha:p so much for surprise huurrrr? uni peeps are not that smart after all.. ahahaha;p

aniwaes, i met nad outside Carls' Junior at PS then she said she has this sudden craving for jap food (still acting la!!! cannot stand! ahahaha:p) n she led me to this jap restaurant... at the table there were 4 suspicious peeps covering their faces with the HUMONGOUS menu.. ahahhaha:p so i was supposed to guess hu were they: The first is confirmed correct one lo.. i noe jas the best n the curly hair was a big help.. ahaha:p sx nxt cos he is the super skinny wan so easy to spot la!! ahhaha:p then there was shawn (so small sized! confirm is u wan lo:p) and the last one i cldnt recognise!!! so irritating!!!:S tsk! i tot it was aloy but cannot b bcos the person's fingers were so girly like:p ahahhaaa:p i cldnt guess:( then voila! it was KENNETH!! like omg! he actualli came? the pang seh hu alwaes didnt even wanna join us for 'after lect' dinner is ACTUALLI PRESENT!!! WHOA!! ahahhaha:p yar.. so the peeps DID surprised me even tho i suspected smth fishy..

the food was okay... but it was soOOOOoOOOoooooooOOo EXPENSIVE:( burnt a BIG damn hole in my pocket... man!!! Babes n Hunks, nxt time foodcourt can alr ok? thanks.. ahahhahaha:p laughed and toked and enjoyed each other's company alot alot:) thanks so much people!! realli made my day;)

then it was KBox:)) oh man... this was the most funny part.... with aloy jue dui chao ji ou xiang (correct me if i said wrongly ahahaaha:p).. omg! it was damn funny (+entertaining)... ahahhahaha:p kenneth the REAL sexy ah du voice (he can realli sing!) shawn the jaychou voicealike (his voice DAMN GOOD!) taffy the cool 'slouch-on-sofa' perfect pitch ahahha:p sixiang the tone deaf (i swear i heard him sing a correct pitch for a while during one of the songs!! but not for long:\) jas the lady champion singer (soulful singing man!:D) vicks the weird song picker (omg! vicks!! ur choices are so damn funny n your presence still lingered after u left cos weird songs still played after u were gone) nadya the sexy dancer+singer (the 'My Humps' rendition with aloy? haiiyoyoyo.. u shld hv chosen another partner.. aloy cant cut the sexy dancer+singer man!) ahhhaha:p anita the duet singer - jiejiemeimei zhan qi lai!!! woohoo~~~ ahahhaha:p

not forgetting u all tried to get me to dance to some song called BUTTONS... At first i tot it was some game song lah! u noe the 'where's the button?' that game.. OMG! when i heard the song n saw the MV (=.=''') TSK! all of you... *clenches fists* And then ANOTHER obscene song 'tuo diao'.. OMG! u all so excited la while i am so NOT.... ahahha:p i have a burning question to ask.. y do ppl write these type of songs? does it sell? wth la.. aniwaes i got my prezzies which i love very very much:D

no cam cant take photos of all the lovely presents i got:( so so sad.. i esp love the puzzle game!! okay this is realli stupid but dun laugh okay... i tot the white choc was realli the edible white choc n i actualli went to bite it to try.. ahahhaha:p okay STOP LAUGHING tt's enuf... then there were the T-shirts!! u all ar.. bluff me.. i tot to my heart like 'OMG! they are gg to give me a dress.. nvm that but a realli little-cloth dress that doesnt cover anithing:\' ahahhaa:p but u all are such darlings:) the shirts are so kawaiii!! rainbow and heaven shirts:) thankiew so much!!!! n there's the pencil case... yar i noe u all wan to see me follow the instructions on the pencil case rite? mayb i will:\ ahahhaha:p

bsides that, jas u realli forgetful leii.. the scissors and scotchtape issit urs? haiiyoyo.. or is it also presents to me? ahahhaha:p

btw.. yeu ai and farhan!!!! y u both nv come:( so sad la!!! we cld have more fun w u both!!! :)) nxt outing mus come k? thanks for the prezzies!! REALLI LOVE them!! :D

THANKIEW FOR MAKING DAY... my dear FRIENDS:) love u all so DAMN much:)) we must have another outing again!! this time SPORTS wan k? <3<3

2007-08-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

it's not like we have nth to eat or nth to wear? y r we making such a big fuss i wonder? wat's there to cry abt? wat's there to b upset abt? that we are poor? we cant afford even a cake? WTH??!! all these emotions are UNnecessary... i mean we shld use the time we boohoo n tink of smthg to solve our situation rite? boohooing is no use.. everything still remains the same.. nth is ever gg to change.. so y waste the tears?

it's only a cake for goodness sake!!! forget it already! he is not that petty as to fuss over a.... cake??!! he needs to noe.. he is not a kid alr... he needs to GROW up.. give him some space! dun alwaes shelter us like u are never gg to leave us.. we need to get some sunlight too! u cant jus keep covering us with your leaves n branches.. we need to b like weeds... small but tough n strong! enduring all circumstances.. aint that wat u alwaes wanted for us?

throw us into the waters.. leave us there till we noe how to swim... make us climb trees n let us descend the tree ourselves.. problem solving.. tt's wat growing up is abt.. we shld not b kept like frogs in a well.. dunno anithing but the big blue sky...

Because of u i never strayed too far frm the sidewalk..

wat abt those quiet times u have every morn? y do u doubt tt Jehovah Jireh will provide? God, our almighty daddy in heaven is forever watching over us... He will never forsake us.. He put His charge over us!! so y r u afraid? y do u worry? He will carry us thru.. I believe in tt.. if u dun... wat have u been learning in church n bible readings then?

although times are tough now.. i noe cos i contribute to it cos of my heavy university fees... but hey! We are alwaes taken care of.. isnt it true since we have survived so far? God works the night shift..

He never sleeps, He never slumbers
He never tires of listening to our prayers

Daddy God is here.. if He is for us who can b against us?

so mum.. don't u worry:) ur kids are all strong weeds that can withstand anithing n we are all in the hands of our loving daddy God in heaven:D i love u mum.. xin ku le!

2007-07-23T04:11:00.000+08:00

Are you looking for friendships that last? me too:( till now.. i havent had any yet... but my hopes are still high on finding a beautifull friendship:)

have been watching a lot of jap dramas on great friendships... Friends are so powerful man... i mean a friend can do wateva it takes for another friend and that is so touching to know... So far i've watched Gokusen, Gokusen II, Hana Yori Dango, Hana Yori Dango II, Nodame Cantabile and Nobuta Wo Produce... these dramas are realli realli good!!! no, SUPERB i shld say.. haha;P and the songs they used (esp the instrumental ones are so soothing and speaks a lot to me (altho there were no words) i cld listen to these songs for the whole day n not get bored!

hahaa.. now on the search for other good dramas!! yes.. i am craving for jap dramas about GREAT friendships still.. wahhahaa.. if anyone hu happens to read my blog.. reccommend me some yea? ;) will realli appreciate it!!

oh! did i mention that the jap guys are so hot!?! wahhaaha;) there's Kameneshi Kazuya.. yamapi.. matsumoto jun etc... OMG! i'm drooling alr.. wahhahaah;)

til nxt time! buhbyes!~~ <3

2007-04-13T11:06:00.000+08:00

What does your drawing say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:
You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.You are a direct and forthright person. You like to get to the core of the issue right away, with few signs of hesitation.You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.

2007-01-06T09:13:00.000+08:00

I think my internet's realli screwed up:( can't even watch smiling pasta properly on youtube now:( tt's y i blogging now.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

aniwaes.. i decided to change my url so tt nobody can read abt my life.. wahah:p no la.. jus tt i think if ppl read they'll feel my life is so boring n all so.. i dun wanna b bothered my other ppl's comments so.. i hope none of them can google my blog out.. whahah:p realli wanna keep a pte life with a public blog.. whaha:p ironic rite?? wahha:p aiyar.. it's cos i lazy to keep a concrete journal ma.. blog jus log in and rant can redi! so easy!!! :)

aniwaes.. i still cant find a job!!! do i realli look detestable? such tt not one interviewer which i went for interviews wants to hire me?? aiyoyoyo.. i dunno went for how many redi leh.... still no reply from any of them.. mayb i was too nervous..

ytd i went for NYNY with mic to interview... she says jus b yourself and say anything u feel like lo.. i was like.. easy for u la.. i infront of ppl nervous qi lai then dunno wat to say redi leh... haiz.. i guess she wld get that one cos she said the interviewer keep smiling and talking to her ignoring the other two interviewees.. waahahha:p poor ppl.. lucky i different interview as her!! :p aniwaes.. she say i keep shaking!! ey hello.. come on la.. nervous then shake ma.. besides i wasnt shivering i was tapping my foot with the music that was blasting through the speakers k? wahha:p other ppl nervous even worse rite: swivel chair, twirl hair, making imaginary circles with their hands..blabla.. wahahha:p at least mine is: tapping my foot according to the music.. not that obvious, not that bad.. :D

haiz.. Lord, please i pray u will let one of them employers suddenly call me and say they want me for their company!!! if not, i think i'll realli bcome a rotting piece of human flesh at home... or my folks will hammer me with their: "u lazy girl, at home do wat.. go for this... go for that..." aiyar sian la!!!!!

*inhales and exhales deeply* i guess blabbering here would b of no use... i better go make somemore interview appts.. mamamia!! HELP PLEASE!!!!!

2007-01-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

It's good to have someone talking nonsense to you once in a while.. i realise.. was realli feeling down and out these past few days.. mths actually.. when jus now.. someone jus lighted up my day.. wahahha:p

it's real funny... but sometimes when u least expected it.. someone is alwaes there for u.. that's y i believe God is there alwaes.. though we cannot see Him but He alwaes sends a special someone or even something to comfort us when we are down.

yes.. nonsense realli cheers me up.. wahaha:p crazy or not? i feel that it's making sense though.. at least to me:)

realli wanna thank that special someone for being nonsensical and making me laugh so much:) thankiew<3

2007-01-03T10:32:00.000+08:00

yay! finally got time2update! wahaha:p aniwaes.. went to escape with darling vanny, rach n meimei:) waha:p we realised tt we are like realli "oold and hoor" alr.. man! we jus went for some rides then we tired redi-___-''' my meimei was like: so where we gg nxt?*enthu* wahahha:p i was like.. ermm.. sit4 a while ar.. wait.. then sit down for like so long... wahahhaa:p

aniwaes.. we did a good deed! we saw this realli poor guy who was manning the train ride4kids.. u noe those that go ard bushes, in realli a slow manner... nevertheless many kids find it exciting:S well.. we had a ride on it! wahhaha:p it was... well... S.M.E.L.L.Y. wahhaha.. with rach pulling the bell like a kid... waahhahhaha:D aniwaes.. the guy was oh! so nice... decided to give us an extra round-______-''' and man was the aroma THERAPEUTIC! phew! aniwaes.. after us, a lot of other lil kids came to ride.. so yea.. we decided that we were the business bringers! wahhah:p

so that was fun.. after tt we decided to go arcade.. OMG! instead of slamming the keypads.. we fell aslp in the corner.. so damn UNGLAM la! wahaha:p aniwaes.. i gtg lo.. will update more later:)

buaiz!

<3

2006-12-09T06:33:00.000+08:00

wa! so long never blog lor! wahaha.. new start new skin:) new song:) i think this song so so so so CUTE la.. wahaha.. yups.. love it loads<3>DREADFUL!!! i seriously dun like shopping! cos it makes me dizzy:S wahaha:p i think i got shopping phobia or smthg.. wahaha.. aniwaes.. i spent less then $100 on hair makeup clothes shoes(which were hurting like mad) accessories! so proud of myself! not bad rite? i dun think anione else can break my budget record!! muahahahha:p

here i wan to specially thank MICHELLE KWOK who has so kindly offered to let me go to her mama's saloon(is it spelled liddat?) to do my hair n makeup! thanks loads!!! love u girl:) mic, HUILING and my MEIMEI became my fashion consultants, brought me to bugis street and help me choose my dress:) thanks so much lovelies:) n also VANESSA TAN for being such a darling.. going out with me to get my necklace:) THANKIEW THANKIEW THANKIEW!!!!! ;)

so the day went like this:
in the morning-at home getting excited and all.. packing to go meet mic n huiling

afternoon-met huiling.. had no idea how to go to mic's saloon. then, a miracle happened! wahaha:p we were on the bus n we dunno whether to get down or not.. so i prayed a lil prayer to God.. wahahah:p then i suddenly felt like we shld get down.. like u noe intuition or smthg (but i am sure it was a signal from God!) so we get down.. we thot we were utterly lost! but BINGO! we were at the right stop! wahaha:p amazing rite? God works wonders even at the smallest request.. because i am HIS BELOVED! :)

evening-my heels were already hurting me:( but it is worth it:) wahaha:p went to meritus mandarin after dressing up at mic's place:) mic's mother so nice--> hailed a taxi for us even though it was pouring heavily(with thunder n lightning mind you!) thanks so much auntie! then we got there early! really! E.A.R.L.Y!!! wahahah:p

close to prom opening-went up to hotel rm to meet the girls:) thanks JAMES 4 coming down to fetch me up:) wahaha:p cos the girls did not want to be seen till the last minute! wahaha:p went inside the rm.. MY GOSH!!! all of them are so so so so so so BEAUTIFUL:) wahaha:p i feel so inferior standing beside them:p wahahha;)

prom-we were TERRIBLY LATE!! late until like they want to close the glass doors alr! yes.. u can imagine.. wahaha:p well.. girls being girls:p wahaha.. the place was SUPER UBER GRAND!! wahahah:p n everyone's so well dressed! wahaha:p we (van.rach.cam.me) were all eyeing gd looking peeps.. rachel's the worst! looking at pretty girls la! aiyoyo... shldnt u be looking at *erhem* har girl? wahahha:O

aniwaes... can't realli rmb the exact details of wat exactly happened on tt day.. but i noe the PROM KING is OUR CANOEING CAPT!!! wahhahaha:p he must be damn happie la:p andy n eveee if you are reading this can u please send me the pic that we took tog? thanks:D PROM QUEEN is super pretty la! n she's elegant n nice;) although i dunno her in person but according to my other friends she has a realli pleasant personality! yups.. i think she's nice too;)

wa! this is like the longest post ever???!!! haha:p guess this is to compensate my once dying blog.. wahaha:p maybe i wouldnt even blog frequently again after this entry.. wahahah:p

2006-09-25T08:39:00.000+08:00

遇到

(湘琴與直樹之邂逅主題) - 演唱：方雅賢

你身上專屬的陌生味道
是我確認你存在的目標
不用來回張望了直到今世我們相隔著一個街角
這麼久了，我還是可以看到
感覺得到你對我的重要
不會被天黑天亮打擾你每一次的溫柔我都想炫耀

我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到
我比誰都更明白你的重要
這麼久了我就決定了
決定了你的手我握了不會放掉
我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到
我答應自己不再庸人自擾
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然讓我靠

i love this song:)

2006-08-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

GREAT... jus great..

tml.. more than half the class is ponning lessons.. n I am gg to sch!! WTH?! man.. this sucks:( i can pon n u guys shld noe y:(

so tml we are gg to face our favourite tcher.. without the security of my class:(

i wish.. i jus wish.. (ppl reading my blog can help me fulfil it! esp. ,y nice lovely classmates:P)
*with fingers crossed* that my NICE N LOVELY classmates will suddenly appear tml yay!

i noe... i noe

wishful thinking

):

i can't help but have dreams;)

2006-08-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

bleahz.. stealing some rest here.. come n blog blog!! haha.. aiyoyo.. nowadays study until @_@ tao gong gong liao:S wahaha that means head blur blur..

'A's I'M COMING!!!

not wait.. gimme more time.. puhleasssssssse????

:(

.back to mug.

2006-07-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

woots!

wahaha.. todae actually now.. i am supposed to go n meet like the class at macs?? but haiya.. will go soon after i finish bloggin.. cos like my blog will bcome stagnant again if i dun blog:p

hmm.. todae gettin bac full lit paper:S scareded:( hist--> already predicted lousy results.. todae lit.. realli scared scared... please let me get C... please please.. actually i think it is like wishful thinking:( but i've got HOPE! yes! lol...

i oso HOPE to get out of msp.. please.. let me pass all my subs.. so i can b relieved for a while den more motivated to chiong for 'A's!! for 'A's i wanna get As!!! whoa.. that like rhymes?? nono.. it's repetition:( shit... lit is getting to me:(

okok... gtg b4 m too late... hmm.. wonder how long it'll b b4 i next update my bloggie.. wahhaa:p

Adious!

2006-07-03T11:29:00.000+08:00

heya peeps!

yes.. so long never update lo.. like one mth?? wahaha.. whenever i veri long never update.. i will change blogskin and song to signify that i am back!!! wahaha.. UNIQUE rites?? i noe i noe.. thankiew thankiew*bows**curtsies* :P

yups new skin new begginning:D new song too!!! i love this song.. thanks to some frens.. i got hooked on to this taiwanese drama called: It Started With a Kiss.. actually i watched the Jap version 1 b4.. this taiwan 1 oso very cute:)

to all my CHIO n YAN DAO canoeing mates:

I'LL BE ROOTING FOR ALL OF YA!!!! <3

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! i noe u all strong muscled guys n gals can surely do it!!! woohoo~~

2006-05-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

i'm sick... boohooo..
drink so much water.. pee so much...

BUT

jus cant seem to pee out the FLU!!!!!:/

*sobs*

:(

...Feelin' blue...

2006-05-02T11:14:00.000+08:00

Big Bird
You scored 81% Organization, 73% abstract, and 64% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables.

First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.

Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.

Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.

You are very organized, more abstract, and both introverted and extroverted.

Here is why are you Big Bird.

You are both very organized. You almost always know where your belongings are and you prefer things neat. You may even enjoy cleaning and find it therapeutic. Big Bird is never sloppy and always under control... pretty good for a 6 year old bird living without a family.

You both are abstract thinkers. Big Bird is a dreamer who always wonders what the world is like. You definitely are not afraid to take chances in life. You only live once. You may notice others around you playing it safe, but you are more concerned with not compromising your desires, and getting everything you can out of life. This is a very romantic approach to life, but hopefully you are also grounded enough to get by.

You are both somewhat extroverted. Like Big Bird, you probably like to have some time to yourself, but you do appreciate spending time with your friends, and you aren't scared of social situations. Big Bird is always very comfortable around others, but he often prefers the quiet low-key presence that Snuffleupagus provides.

The other possible characters are
Oscar the Grouch
Bert
Snuffleupagus
Ernie
Elmo
Kermit the Frog
Grover
Cookie Monster
Guy Smiley
The Count

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 97% on Organization

You scored higher than 95% on concrete-abstra

You scored higher than 51% on intro-extrovert

Link: The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test written by greencowsgomoo on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

wahahha.. yay!! i am Big Bird.. i love Big Bird.. i love SEsame StreEt!!! wahaha.. go try n noe wat character are u!!!!

2006-03-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

phew! trg todae was tough tough tough!! waha.. i think i gettin a bit unfit.. do a bit of 'Happy Meal' then feel so dizzy, ears also blocked... haiya.. mus train more more more!!! so pai seh la.. it was cos my blood circulation was poor:( i think it couldnt flow to my head when i did the burpies.. so tt's y my whole head felt numbed:S so scarey la.. but i am ok now-> THANK GOD:D

but todae's trg nevertheless was fun fun fun!! wahhaa.. the J1s took the dragon boat.. while the J2s took our t1s for coach's lil expedition.. so fun.. the waves were so big.. we all almost capped!! wahhaa.. so fun la.. was screamin all e way!! ~woohoo~

then after that we got the chance to take the dragon boat too!!! yay!! love dragon boating!! me n evelyn sat in front as pacer la.. wa.. first time lo.. wahhaa.. i think shld b not bad la hor evelyn? wahahha... so fun so fun.. i am so in love with SA's canoeing team *shy* wahaha lame...

after trg.. a few of us went for lunch.. wahaha so funny.. we talked abt our childhood days... the funny times.. all the injuries we sustained.. i realise i din have realli bad falls when i was young la.. wa.. kelvin, wenyi and evelyn realli accident-prone when young la.. no la.. they are too mischievious.. wahhahahaa.. lucky i was a good gurl.. but liddat oso no gd leh.. dun have realli funny childhood memories:( waha.. but i noe abt my big bro's.. wahhaa.. thinking of it makes me roll on the floor laughing until abs form.. whahaha..

enuf of laughing:p yawns very tired now after trg.. waha... wanna sleep lo.. wa... gd exercise todae to slim down.. yayyers!!! but still so fat *boohoo*:'(

left: dragonboating is fun! :D

2006-03-25T06:01:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

aiyoyo!!!!! stuuuuupeeeeeed jhoos dunno wat online dating thing... i never even sign up la.. then they send e-mail using canoeist wei and ask my frens to join!!!! WTH???!!! not one lo.. but many many e-mails.. irritating!!!!!!

it all started when i received this mail from another fren.. then keep sending n sendin n sendin...raarrrrr!!!

i am gg to sue them for harassment..

to my frens who were harrassed by the mails sent using mua's namme... so sori... i sympathise wid u... but I DUNNO HOW TO END IT!!! boohoo.. this so bad everything is getting worse aaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!

as if my life's gettin ani better in school work... stupid stupid thing ruin my reputation.. ppl will think i am deesperate.. aaaarrrrrrrrrrggghhhhhhhh!!! I AM NOT!!! aniwaes.. i noe my fwens will noe that i am not... lucky me got loads loads frens.. (so y shld i need this dating network??) roar!!!

whoa! such an angsty entry.. i think i am pmsing.. but i usually dun??!!! raarrrr!!!

2006-03-24T06:15:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

boo!
haiz... blocktests are over.. but still.. my heart is still not at ease because the results are cuming out soon:/ seriously.. i did study for the tests lo.. i put in effort.. but it seems futile:( sadded la... i realli wealli wanted good grades for BT1 so that i can prove to my parents i can cope with canoeing and homework..

BUT

sigh.. maybe my parents are right.. i shld jus concentrate on my studies.. 'A's are jus ard the corner... at my rate of studying.. i think i cant even reach the minimum 38 points for uni admission:'( haiz... but i love canoeing.. was jus gettin better n better at it.. besides.. i jus got to noe the canoeing folks better oso.. she bu de them la.. there's my jie meis, the 3 singing sisters, busta rhymes and fish burger... haiz.. i am so gg to miss them!! arrrrrrrrrrgggggghhghhhghhghghghg!!!!!!!

DILEMNA DILEMNA

is that how it is spelled?? aiyar.. dun care liao la.. haiz.. how i wish sumone will come n save me now.. help me out of this deep sh**

top: after friendlies with TPJC-->my beloved canoeing mates:D

bottom: me with my jie meis;)-->wenyimeevesalt

2006-03-24T05:32:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

~woots!
guys im back! wahaha.. sori ar.. those who keep pestering me to update.. wahaha.. aiyar nth much happens aniwaes.. wahahaah.. changed blogskin n song.. love this song --QING TIAN-- Arrrrrggh!! feel like dancing now:P *mumbles to self* this song oso cannot dance wan~siao.. wahahhaa.. heheh.. do u all see the stage directions?? okok.. brrr.. too cold..

haiz.. block tests '____' .. reread my previous blog entry abt taking exams down?? i guess now it's the other way ard:S besides taking me down.. IT bodyslammed me plus elbow and finally a flying kick:/ hoping to get DECENT grades *crosses fingers n toes n watever can be crossed*:p

left: me now n perhaps in the future:/

2006-01-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

hmmms... JC life is TOUGH.. manz... i wanna go NUS!!!!! mus work hard... i want the team to win at least a medal this year.. jia you ar people!!!! canoeing rox my world!!! because we are CRAZY~~~~ wahahhahaha... yea.. JC life IS TOUGH n getting TOUGHER... wahahah.. luckily i got frens ard me to encourage me.. THANK GOD for good fwens.. love all of u!!! muacks..*sloppy kisses* haiz.. now back to muggin.. i dun believe i cant ace my exams!!!

Watch out exams.. i am so going to bring u DOWN

2005-11-12T09:57:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

Stay homzie dae!!!

wahah.. as the title suggest todae is stay home dae!! i plan to stay home todae for the whole day!!! tt's y i am almost whole day online.. wahaha.. but still i broke the rules -->went out with my little sis jus now.. aiyar go eat ma.. not realli breaking the rules ritezies?? waha.. jus an excuse..

had a GREAT GREAT time shopping wid my lil sis.. where?? in NTUC and POPULAR.. wahah.. that is still shopping ok.. she needs to buy stationary n stuff.. then after tt went to CD shop look ard.. waha.. she wanna fing 'wang zi bian qing wa' VCD/DVD.. cannot find lehz..

sigh... she so sad.. waha.. not realli ar actualli.. dunno y she is so IN LOVE with this taiwan drama.. actually i watch it wid her n i thot it was quite cute too.. is my cute fwen intro to me wan.. n tt is ------>priscillia!! wahaha.. she is as cute as the main character Tianyu.. n i thot she looked a bit like her too?? like her actions n speech.. wahaha so attractive.. waha

**note: i am not les..

haiz... actualli staying at home is fun!!! can u believe it?? i said it was fun!! waha.. but realli.. can slack ard the whole dae.. wear anithing u wan.. like tshirt shorts.. nobody look look see see.. go out still mus wear nice nice.. so tiring.. wahah.. i realli prefer staying home:) home sweet homezie.. wahaha..

later still have to go out n fetch lil bro.. haiz.. realli dun wanna go out of my nice little cosy homzie.. so comfy.. wahaa... BUT lil bro more impt!!! n i think i need fresh fresh air... yups.. so i must go.. aiyar.. jus a few mrt stops onli, complain wat? silly gal.. oh no.. y am i toking to meself?? wahaha.. Adios:p

wowwowowow!!! tianyu n junhao.. such a cutie pie couple:) 'wang zi bian qing wa is quite a nice show.. yea.. anibody got the vcds?? wahah...

2005-11-11T10:20:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

HOWIE!!!!! he is the guy hu sang'collide'.. so cool n cute.. **dreaming of becoming Mrs Day**

anOTheR dAe...

oh man.. i jus love the songs sung by Kelly .C. it is jus so amazing that someone so ordinary can be such a great STAR overnight!! O.V.E.R.N.I.G.H.T. sigh.. her life is realli so much like a fairy tale.. yea...

sumtimes i want to go for competitions u noe.. like win smthg then become real FAMOUS... but then i stop to think.. can STARs be happy??? seen so many shows that speak of the hectic and unhappy lives of many many celebs.. wahaha.. but still... life is more interesting?? isnt it?? wahaha..

dunno la... have been reading other ppl's bloggies.. then like their lives are so interesting???!!! dunno real not... aniwaes...

wahaha.. i decided to use 'wahaha' instead of' 'lol' cos xiaoji say i use so many 'lol' on my posts.. wahaha.. aiyar.. cannot help it ma.. i jus find life so funny MOST of the time:P

i CUT my hair!!!! wahaha... sian diao.. now like boi boi.. my folks n siblings say i look one of them jap lil bois.. oh no!! then tt time.. went to buy food.. the auntie said," XIAO DI SHI BA KUAI...(lil boi $18 please)" ????!!!!!!!??????!!!!! tsk.. excuse me.. i am a true blue GURL??!!! wahahha.. n oso hor.. y little??? am i so little?? excuse me.. i am TALL OKAY???? :P

enough of toking abt my hair.. it WILL GROW.. i believe:)) aniwaes peeps reading my bloggie:)) the song nice rites?? wahaha.. I LOVE KELLY:):):):)

aiyoyo(oops! again)... so late redi?? gtg fetch lil brudder... cya all soon:)) take care n GoD bLeSs **muackz**

2005-11-11T03:32:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

**(chorus)**

Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust,

not only me,but everyone around me,

Because of you,

I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break,

when it wasn't even whole to start with

**(chorus)**

I watched you die,

I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.

I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.

And now I cry in the middle of the night, doing the same damn thing

**(chorus, but slightly different)**

Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life,

because its empty

Because of you,

I am afraid

Because of you?

2005-08-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:
Slackest Dae EVER!!!!

whoa... todae is like the slackiest dae la.. firstly, we actually end like 1415 but turns out we ended like at 1215.. woohoo.. todae's the happiest dae.. hahahhaha.. lalallaalla.. so fun!!! cos our lit tcher never come.. actually a bit sad la.. but hehe.. we end school early!!!

lit t-cher.. hmmm.. lol.. y i miss him.. haha.. u can ask the class.. he's like the human santa la.. only that he shows his chest hair.. when the real santa doesnt.. lol... he got like so much hair.. aiyoyo... ok that sounded wrong.. dunno wats happening to me.. haha keep saying stuff that sounded wrong.. that time.. aiyoyo.. my hist tcher asked me to msg him.. cos i standing jus in front of him ma.. then he say his phone in his pocket.. lol.. guess wat i asked him.. weiwei: did u feel vibration..

okay.. then my frens started laughing.. then i was like.. did i say anithing wrong.. that was like for a sec.. then i realised... oh man.. hey ppl.. not my fault k? is u all la.. so horny.. aiyoooo.. i so innocent.. bully me.. lol.. but yar.. similar incidences oso happen frequently after that.. aiyooo.. u ppl ar.. so horny.. sick in the mind leh.. u all shld go brainwash or sumthing..lol

aniwaes.. haha.. realli start to enjoy muaself in school nowadays.. with so many fun and happening ppl ard me.. lol.. u noe urselves la har.. no need to spell out.. THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN!!! love u all =) we mus survuve n promote to J2 together.. then we can enter uni together n have loads more fun yar??? we must we must!!!!!! lol.. ok.. still quite distant.. but hey!! thinking long term is gd kies..lol

yups.. jus now went to shihling n eat oyster mee sua with van, cam, rac n su.. lol so delicious.. hey ppl must thak me ar!!! i intro to rac leh:)lol.. aniwaes.. aiyooo.. rac ar.. cannot finish.. cam being our 'mother' finished it for her.. u are so nice.. lol.. then we go cheers shop shop..lol.. weird rite.. go cheers shop?? aiyooo.. i think we are like retards la.. lol.. ppl go roxy.. go adidas.. we go cheers.. lol nono.. We are UNIQUE!! lol we shop at cheers!!! hooray!!! okay.. rac n van if u are reading this.. try not to kill me.. i noe that's realli cold.. n not funny.. but.. hahahahahhahaha.. cant help it.. sori.. :P

aiyoyo.. i type so long redi???? first time la.. third entry.. i beginning to think that after i have a blog.. i like to tok more.. oh nooo..lol.. i must bao chi xing xiang.. lol.. like wat xing xiang i have rite... nvm la... aiyoo.. so late redi gtg fetch my lil bro from martial arts.. haha.. yups he learn martial arts.. he's gonna protect me in the future!!! woohooo.. okay.. i shld not get so high..

oh no oh no.. i alwaes must have a pic in my entry.. oh no.. but i no time liao.. later my lil bro wait long long.. how? how? nvm.. i shall jus put up some cute pic.. lol.. of me!!!! kk.. gtg lo take care everybody.. buh byes!!!!:)

okay.. this is not me la.. it is jus tt i like breakdanceing lots!! it is so cool.. this is called a 'freeze'.. i will learn breakdance in the future!!!! provided i take care n dun break any parts.. lol.. okayy.. lame again.. but: do i care?? lol :P.. kk real byebye=)

2005-08-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:
aLwAeS lOoK oN tHe BrIgHt SiDe Of LiFe..doolo..doolo doolo doolo:)

aiyoyo... i so hope that frens are forever... i just feel now that once two or three become real gd frens... there will be a period of time that the relationship would grow stagnant.. sigh.. i think that's wat's happening to me n my close frens.. sigh.. how do we actually maintain frenships.. i am like so clueless.. sigh... i hope everything would turn out alright.. hahaz

i should always look on the bright side of life.. noe wat.. todae's the slackest day of my JC life la.. no hw due tml sia.. so surprising.. lol.. tt's y i can blog now.. i am so so so so happy.. hope things would be as carefree as todae.. now 21:01 pm.. yes exactly 1 minute past 9pm.. hahaz.. so zhun rite.. hope this dae will continue liddat..

oh no.. this thurs got piano exam.. those reading my blog.. not many.. wish me luck n pray for me kies?? thx.. luv u all so much.. muacks:) kk gtg now.. rachel toking to me online.. lol.. later she say i dao her again.. hey rachel if u are reading my blog.. i am blogging so never reply kies.. lol.. kk gtg lo.. take care every body.. dun miss me.. haha buaiz

hehe.. Boo is so cute.. in case u dunno hu.. she is the lil gurl in the pic from monsters inc.

2005-08-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

weiwei writes:
hehe newbie!

whoa... we got a blog.. hahhazz.. WOOHOO!!! me n my sis.. are the BEST.. now doin hw.. sigh.. JC's tough but it's okay.. i noe i'll pull through.. jus wanna say.. ALL THE BEST TO YOUR PSLE lil sis!!! jie jie zhi chi ni!! hahaz i noe u sure get in Gifted program wan.. hahaz.. better get in.. or else.. lol do your best and GOd will do the rest!

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