Saturday, January 06, 2007
I think my internet's realli screwed up:( can't even watch smiling pasta properly on youtube now:( tt's y i blogging now.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!aniwaes.. i decided to change my url so tt nobody can read abt my life.. wahah:p no la.. jus tt i think if ppl read they'll feel my life is so boring n all so.. i dun wanna b bothered my other ppl's comments so.. i hope none of them can google my blog out.. whahah:p realli wanna keep a pte life with a public blog.. whaha:p ironic rite?? wahha:p aiyar.. it's cos i lazy to keep a concrete journal ma.. blog jus log in and rant can redi! so easy!!! :)
aniwaes.. i still cant find a job!!! do i realli look detestable? such tt not one interviewer which i went for interviews wants to hire me?? aiyoyoyo.. i dunno went for how many redi leh.... still no reply from any of them.. mayb i was too nervous..
ytd i went for NYNY with mic to interview... she says jus b yourself and say anything u feel like lo.. i was like.. easy for u la.. i infront of ppl nervous qi lai then dunno wat to say redi leh... haiz.. i guess she wld get that one cos she said the interviewer keep smiling and talking to her ignoring the other two interviewees.. waahahha:p poor ppl.. lucky i different interview as her!! :p aniwaes.. she say i keep shaking!! ey hello.. come on la.. nervous then shake ma.. besides i wasnt shivering i was tapping my foot with the music that was blasting through the speakers k? wahha:p other ppl nervous even worse rite: swivel chair, twirl hair, making imaginary circles with their hands..blabla.. wahahha:p at least mine is: tapping my foot according to the music.. not that obvious, not that bad.. :D
haiz.. Lord, please i pray u will let one of them employers suddenly call me and say they want me for their company!!! if not, i think i'll realli bcome a rotting piece of human flesh at home... or my folks will hammer me with their: "u lazy girl, at home do wat.. go for this... go for that..." aiyar sian la!!!!!
*inhales and exhales deeply* i guess blabbering here would b of no use... i better go make somemore interview appts.. mamamia!! HELP PLEASE!!!!!