WWJD?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

im starting to get too caught up with work (again:\ this also happened when i got my 1st job) and forgetting about my dreams n goals in life:( this week when i found out that my sup didnt schedule me for the week, i actually felt quite lost:| omg... i felt like slapping myself.. come on.. im not living to work@that place right?

so i guess this week's break was good for me cos i get to think alot about what the heck am i doing with my life RIGHT NOW? i feel like im wasting my life while my other friends are like living their vacations to their fullest! but im stuck n not growing AT ALL (scanning tickets, smiling at random strangers, politics@work, ushering blah blah blah) i feel so angry at myself.. WHat exactly am i doing? gahhhhhhhh....

yesterday was the one of the rarest times i felt like i was living life again :) cos it was the day out with my beloved girls:)) the small talks, guilty gossips, laughters were all so so so real and genuine=D i feel so comfortable n i feel like i AM BEING MYSELF once again.. i missed that man.. alot.. ahahhaha:p n why am i blogging again? it's because darling vannie suggested it to me.. she told me blogging gets me thinking >> what i want to write.. how i want to phrase my words etc. etc. Even though words may be few, my thoughts are penned down (or rather typed out) n
in this way im using my brain (which i rarely use nowadays:\) n also most importantly i get to rant or give thanks or jus spout random rubbish:)

haha ironically, we had our day out@flyer but the flyer looked so different yesterday when i was with my darling girlfriends.. haha okok im not weird hor! Seriously, as anita said it was a whole new experience up with people who matter (altho we didnt get one private capsule, it was pretty much private cos we were in our own world ahhhaha:p).. the scenery looked more beautiful, the precious pictures we took, the ride seemed so fast over:\ it was realli like our first time up the big humongous thing.. ahahhaa:p i mean.. ferris wheeeeeeeeeeeel =D n i dare say its a wonderful first time! yay! =D

let the pictures do the talking...

by JW at 3:40 AM | 3 comments