Sunday, March 30, 2008

now i see what i want.
couldn't make it any clearer (:

He has been to my future and saw that it is good (:

Thursday, March 27, 2008

yea it's this time of the semester again...

projects, assignments, readings which all have been neglected are all piling up into a HUGE mess on my table at home.. ok i don't actually have a table at home.. but it's all piling high up in my study box till i can't close the lid:\ blahhhhss...

yeu can agree with me that although there is so much to be done.. i don't know which one to start with first:\ haiz.... ok i know i know.. the key is to just START doing something.. dang! i am still undecided:\

had my first presentation of the semester today:) social work.. it didn't went too badly although i realise i don't really know what i was talking about in the presentation.. but HECK! one presentation down, four more to go.. how encouraging:(

my friends are all stressed up and falling sick.. if u all are reading this, please take care of yourself! i know it's pretty impossible but try to rest more! don't sleep too late and drink lotsa water! haiz.. despite saying that, i know nobody will heed this advice cos everyone's too caught up with completing this project, that assignment, those tests blahblahblah.. nevertheless, hang in there people! long break's coming soon after exams! woohoo~~

haha ok back to my podcast assignment :\

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

HACKER(S) ALERT!!!!

oh man.. i cannot believe this!!! Listen to this:

ok recently, my Jc friend added me on his new msn acc.. curious i asked him why he changed his acc.. he commented that some hacker changed his password so he couldnt log in thus he lost all his contacts.. i was like wow.. so lame =.=

THEN JUST NOW (ONLY JUST!!!!) i found him online on his old acc so i went "hey u found ur password?" then as i was browsing through my contact list, i saw him online?! on his new acc! i was like: WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING? so i ask him on his new acc: "ey how come u online here?

**CHECK THIS OUT:

he says:
why whats wrong
oh im online in another acc?

busybusybombeebee says:
ur old acc is online

he says:
wthhh

busybusybombeebee says:
i jus asked the person

he says:
shit man i think tts a hacker
got reply?

busybusybombeebee says:
no leii
busybusybombeebee says:
lol
busybusybombeebee says:
wait lor

he says:
kk keep me updated

busybusybombeebee says:
later the person pretend to b u
busybusybombeebee says:
tt will b soooo farrrnni
busybusybombeebee says:
lol

he says:
iv no clue if its a connection problem or rly a hacker

busybusybombeebee says:
u want to scold the person?

he says:
no la not funny le, ltr ppl think he's me and he flame me

busybusybombeebee says:
i can add the person into this convo
busybusybombeebee says:
lol

he says:
kk pls do tt

busybusybombeebee says:
HE REPLIED!
busybusybombeebee says:
omg
busybusybombeebee says:
i your mama lar he says

he says:
eh copy and paste can?
wth
wthhh i dunno what he cud be tellin other ppl man
lol

busybusybombeebee says:
u noe who is it anot?

he says:
scaryy
nope no clue

busybusybombeebee says:
u wait i add the person in

he says:
i just no tt like last night i kept on d/c cuz it kept saying uv logged in on another com

busybusybombeebee says:
ok i add the person here
busybusybombeebee says:
get ready

he says:
i think e guy never accept me yet le
i added him alr
but he's still offline

busybusybombeebee says:
OF COURSE HE WONT ADD U BACK
busybusybombeebee says:
jus talk when i add him here

he says:
no la

busybusybombeebee says:
he appears offline but not

he says:
if he knows i dunno him he wont be scared to add me what

busybusybombeebee says:
ok

International roast has been added to the conversation.

You have just sent a nudge.

he says:
yes?

busybusybombeebee says:
talk to urself

**(okay this part is damn funny... READ ON. he=my friend, International roast=hacker)
*(note: concealed my friend's name cos privacy purposes)

he says:
hey (my friend's name-yea he was tryin to appear cool by calling the fake by his own name ahahha:p)?

International roast says:
hey bro
International roast says:
how is it going broo..

he says:
supp
its pretty good sis
urself?

International roast says:
having the best time of my life

he says:
i can tell
so what exactly are u doing/

International roast says:
donno lehz you tell me

he says:
hahaha u first

International roast says:
but i can give you warning 1st lah i quite nice so go change ur friendster pw cos i just fixed it LOL
International roast says:
'(**information concealed**)'
International roast says:
steady bo
International roast says:
actually ah bro no need create any new email
International roast says:
becos ill just get the pw again
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
hahah and how will u do it?

International roast says:
i donno ask david coperfield lah

he says:
haha so why are u doing this man?

International roast says:
how i noe sia
International roast says:
i got too much time i guess.. sowwy i chose you as victim
International roast says:
life not very fair hor

he says:
haha i wudnt say victim la
msn doesnt mean much to u but if it makes u happy tts gd
so do i know u

International roast says:
no... i know you abit well since today
International roast says:
hopefully you can get to know me better =)

he says:
haha i dont think ud want that man
lol i wouldnt mind tho
gimme a call lar

International roast says:
no lah siao ar you so scary think i will call? lololol
International roast says:
no lah i scared
International roast says:
dont hurt me maam ):
International roast says:
eh 'im the baker' ask me when to return him the money
International roast says:
wah sia lah you loan money from ppl 1 isit
International roast says:
nice one lah LOL

he says:
yeah man i owe quite a few ppl money
so how bout u

International roast says:
me ar? no lah i actually nice guy one
International roast says:
dun worry i never do anything bad i play play only

he says:
hahah

International roast says:
dun angry pls
International roast says:
):

he says:
yeah its cool
but gimme back my pw?
i know u kept trying tolog in last night

International roast says:
last night was msn bug sia. actually no need 1 but got bug. i try all my fixes still cant hurhur now can alr
International roast says:
you want back ar okay lah

he says:
yeah thats nice of u
so pw?

International roast says:
relax lah i give you by tonight, i need your acc to get other ppl's pw you see. its a tough job ):

he says:
haha serious?

International roast says:
but you see ah the thing about me is, i get the pw never do anything bad. for fun oni
International roast says:
so dun worry lah
International roast says:
hahaha

he says:
i can tell
i like that
but i must say its kinda inconvenient
anywy whats ur definition of not doing anytg bad?

International roast says:
i never talk to anyone
International roast says:
my and my friends have this hobby.. sorry we are losers.. hurhur
International roast says:
you dun belive me you can ask any of your frens if i got say anything at all..
International roast says:
we collect the pw store in our database.. LOL
International roast says:
maybe illegal
International roast says:
tell police lor see if can catch
International roast says:
(:

he says:
no la i wont make a complaint for this la

International roast says:
got anotyher msg from you. 'Call me Misfit' 'You never tell right?'

he says:
maybe if ur flaming me den i will have to la

International roast says:
wah you loan money then still tell here tell there

he says:
hahaha (**information concealed**-my friend was verifying with the hacker about his friend's email add) right?

International roast says:
no lah i dun flamester one
International roast says:
yes

he says:
hahah help me reply can

International roast says:
hey busybusybombeebee why you so quiet lah bro (** i stunned here. scareded:\)

he says:
or pass me the email k?

International roast says:
dun worry i dun think can take your password
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
e biggest challenge i faced since morning is rmbring all e msn addresses la
i have like 200-300 la br, u dig?

International roast says:
i see..
International roast says:
no sorry i can't pass you any emails now.. got checking atm. dun worry you will have your acc back as normal..

he says:
ok can can

International roast says:
this happens to alot of ppl randomly sorry lah.. i know abit bastard right but never do anything bad

he says:
u replied to (**information concealed**)?

International roast says:
you like so nice about it
International roast says:
maybe i can teach you how to do
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
aha u would?
liydat i call u bro alr la

International roast says:
you want me reply what LOL

he says:
just tell her my new email la
she's a lovesick girl la
in need of urgent attention

International roast says:
Call me Misfit says:
you didn't tell right?
International roast says:
tell what?
Call me Misfit says:
(**information concealed**) la dumb.
International roast says:
who is (**information concealed**)
International roast says:
lovesick ar then you wan easy access isit
International roast says:
LOL
International roast says:
okay lah i give her your email..

he says:
hahah fuckerr.. kapok like what only
kk thx
so anywy are u gna log into my friendstr? and when u gimme back this acc are u gna change e pw back to (**information concealed**) or what?

International roast says:
haha wah you say until i like control you , damn bad
International roast says:
no lah
International roast says:
i give you new pw.. you can go chng ltr if you want
International roast says:
your friendster acc i never touch
International roast says:
never even log in
International roast says:
but i fixed the pw and it said (**information concealed**)..
International roast says:
if you wan can change that 1 oso
International roast says:
but anw ill give you the new pw for your msn soon..

he says:
but u say until like whatever i do u can find out e new pw le?
ahah its still (**information concealed**) what?

International roast says:
yah i neer change
International roast says:
you wan you change..

he says:
haha actually friendster ar, this kinda thing u can upload all sorta sick pics and stuff ar
do u do this for msn or friendster also?

International roast says:
lol anything that requires passwords
International roast says:
icq
International roast says:
mirc
International roast says:
msn
International roast says:
friendster
International roast says:
facebook
International roast says:
computer log in passwords

he says:
as in whats ur purpose with this stuff? just to get pws in ur database or to screw up ppl u dun like?
as in upload dirty pics and all?

International roast says:
donno.. my friends ask me do i do lor

he says:
haha u follow ur friends one meh?
u sound like a smart chap, albeit bored

International roast says:
no lah i where got smart
International roast says:
professional hacker considered smart meh ?
International roast says:
albeit bored?
International roast says:
sia lah you got big big words
International roast says:
chee bai kia
International roast says:
LOL

he says:
haha
so fierce

International roast says:
okay lah.. you wan me give you your new pw here or wat

he says:
chillax la
yeah sure no probs man here is fine

International roast says:
ok.. if any of your freidns kena hack
International roast says:
you know who ar
International roast says:
pass my contact ard pls (:

he says:
eh but dont do my friends la bro
any callin card?

International roast says:
HAHA your a smart guy
International roast says:
callin card. i like the way you can talk sia

he says:
haha i knw

International roast says:
you chee bai kia LOL

he says:
im kinda appealin

International roast says:
ok..
International roast says:
anw

he says:
ehhh abang??? so hot for what siall
why so seriouss

International roast says:
thanksku for being a good sport..

he says:
np

International roast says:
i promised i didint do anything bad and i didnt..

he says:
tts my middle name
yeah i knw

International roast says:
your new pw is boeykim. if you change it, i recommend you use numbers and words.. if not too easy
International roast says:
kk well thats all, hopefully you dun see me again, apologies for any inconvenice caused
International roast says:
(:

International roast has left the conversation.


FREAKYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. now im hoping i am NOT his next victim... sorry for the vulgar words there.. not i say one.. is the HACKER.. whoa man.. if this gets to the news it will be BIGBIGBIGBIGBIG.. like omg! btw.. the part about my friend loaning money frm some baker? it's fake.. my friend asked his other friend to pretendd and talk to the HAcker.. ahahhahaa:p funny person...

interesting rite? leave a comment! ahahha:p

Saturday, March 22, 2008

WHOA... it is really so hard to bring up a child man.. especially when it comes to EDUCATION:\

My parents just bought this software called 'Home Tutor' for my little brother who is constantly failing his maths and science subjects.. like $500++!!! i earn that in like - one month when i was working!!! ONE MONTH's pay spent in ONE DAY (o.O) haizzz....

And now they are going to get a new laptop so that they can install the software... and that will be $2000++?!??!!??!!? whoa man.. one day already spent about $2500+++!!!! i could live on that amount for like 3 mths?

well it is an investment.. BLAHBLAH... i did fine without tuition.. yea i struggled abit but i got through! so what's with this investment on technology? haiyo... i really hope my little brother makes full use of this and realise that it is really a HUGE amount for us now in our current situation... he's always playing a fool... really worried about this going to waste :\

*dreams of money falling from heaven* ahahahhaah:p

On a totally different note, i am so not doing well in nm.. wonder why though, cos like i was so enthu about it? but like now, that has all died down and all:\ failed one nm midterm so badly.. n for the other nm midterm, i almost didn't make it through:( okay i admit.. i never study:\ i never did like studying... have always been forced to muggg *ugh* i thought that if i majored in nm there will be more hands-on and stuff.. not as much theories to memorise? BAHHHHSSS.. i was proven wrong:\

on the other hand, i am doing better than i expected in literature.. surprise surprise~~ ahaha:p and i like literature lessons although i don't speak much in class... i never once doze off in lectures cos it is all so interesting to me.. ahahha:p ok partly cos i love watching movies and tv (n i don't get to watch these at home - no TV:o im not kidding...) and also cos i like to analyse things (altho i might not be good at it:\) haha:p

one problem though... n this was what my literature tutor pointed out to me.. i have problems expressing myself.. maybe cos i don't read as much anymore (i don't subscribe to ST:o and again im not kidding...) so ask me about Super Tuesday or what's Obama's full name or whether Mas Selamat is caught already anot.. i will give you the blank look :| i need to read more man.. even for my other writing module.. i myself find some of my sentence structures weird:S

i am so shut off from the world.. so shut off from what is happening...

in a way it is good.. cos i don't get exposed to all the bad news and stuff that the media is so blatantly advertising nowadays.. in another it is bad.. cos of the same reason.. how am i to be a journalist? or PR practitioner? or venture into the media industry? without any knowledge of current affairs and such? i need to find a way to get hold of some newspapers:\ or the news.

and my vocab is not exactly fantastic..

aaaaarggghhh! so many things!

frustrated irritated angsty me:\

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

so out of sorts todae:\

after a long day in sch till 8pm... i took a long journey home by bus then train alone. i get to think about a lot of things that happened or are happening in my life recently.. i get to reflect -- the good times; the bad times

i guess i got too carried away...

the train already got to Chinese Garden when i realised to my horror i was in the wrong train:\ this totally sucks u noe.. cos like i was alone n its late (and dark) n i was damn tired n blah blah blah:\ not a good time, definitely not a good time =x

texted anita about my ridiculous blunder n i really appreciated it when not only did she not laugh at me:) she was actualli worried that my parents were going to be panicky about my late going home.. haha:p thanks babe! really appreciated your care n concern.. lovelove <3<3<3

i think i need to rethink some decisions which i made in my life for the past year n recently.. some things are not right.. some things are not functioning as i like it to be functioning.. some things are just plain questionable.. i need some answers.. i need reasons...

and...

i BADLY

need time...