now i see what i want.couldn't make it any clearer (:He has been to my future and saw that it is good (:
yea it's this time of the semester again...projects, assignments, readings which all have been neglected are all piling up into a HUGE mess on my table at home.. ok i don't actually have a table at home.. but it's all piling high up in my study box till i can't close the lid:\ blahhhhss...yeu can agree with me that although there is so much to be done.. i don't know which one to start with first:\ haiz.... ok i know i know.. the key is to just START doing something.. dang! i am still undecided:\had my first presentation of the semester today:) social work.. it didn't went too badly although i realise i don't really know what i was talking about in the presentation.. but HECK! one presentation down, four more to go.. how encouraging:(my friends are all stressed up and falling sick.. if u all are reading this, please take care of yourself! i know it's pretty impossible but try to rest more! don't sleep too late and drink lotsa water! haiz.. despite saying that, i know nobody will heed this advice cos everyone's too caught up with completing this project, that assignment, those tests blahblahblah.. nevertheless, hang in there people! long break's coming soon after exams! woohoo~~haha ok back to my podcast assignment :\
HACKER(S) ALERT!!!!
oh man.. i cannot believe this!!! Listen to this:ok recently, my Jc friend added me on his new msn acc.. curious i asked him why he changed his acc.. he commented that some hacker changed his password so he couldnt log in thus he lost all his contacts.. i was like wow.. so lame =.=THEN JUST NOW (ONLY JUST!!!!) i found him online on his old acc so i went "hey u found ur password?" then as i was browsing through my contact list, i saw him online?! on his new acc! i was like: WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING? so i ask him on his new acc: "ey how come u online here?**CHECK THIS OUT:he says:why whats wrongoh im online in another acc?busybusybombeebee says:ur old acc is onlinehe says:wthhhbusybusybombeebee says:i jus asked the personhe says:shit man i think tts a hackergot reply?busybusybombeebee says:no leiibusybusybombeebee says:lolbusybusybombeebee says:wait lorhe says:kk keep me updatedbusybusybombeebee says:later the person pretend to b ubusybusybombeebee says:tt will b soooo farrrnnibusybusybombeebee says:lolhe says:iv no clue if its a connection problem or rly a hackerbusybusybombeebee says:u want to scold the person?he says:no la not funny le, ltr ppl think he's me and he flame mebusybusybombeebee says:i can add the person into this convobusybusybombeebee says:lolhe says:kk pls do ttbusybusybombeebee says:HE REPLIED!busybusybombeebee says:omgbusybusybombeebee says:i your mama lar he sayshe says:eh copy and paste can?wthwthhh i dunno what he cud be tellin other ppl manlolbusybusybombeebee says:u noe who is it anot?he says:scaryynope no cluebusybusybombeebee says:u wait i add the person inhe says:i just no tt like last night i kept on d/c cuz it kept saying uv logged in on another combusybusybombeebee says:ok i add the person herebusybusybombeebee says:get readyhe says:i think e guy never accept me yet lei added him alrbut he's still offlinebusybusybombeebee says:OF COURSE HE WONT ADD U BACKbusybusybombeebee says:jus talk when i add him herehe says:no labusybusybombeebee says:he appears offline but nothe says:if he knows i dunno him he wont be scared to add me whatbusybusybombeebee says:okInternational roast has been added to the conversation.You have just sent a nudge.he says:yes?busybusybombeebee says:talk to urself**(okay this part is damn funny... READ ON. he=my friend, International roast=hacker)*(note: concealed my friend's name cos privacy purposes)he says:hey (my friend's name-yea he was tryin to appear cool by calling the fake by his own name ahahha:p)?International roast says:hey broInternational roast says:how is it going broo..he says:suppits pretty good sisurself?International roast says:having the best time of my lifehe says:i can tellso what exactly are u doing/International roast says:donno lehz you tell mehe says:hahaha u firstInternational roast says:but i can give you warning 1st lah i quite nice so go change ur friendster pw cos i just fixed it LOLInternational roast says:'(**information concealed**)'International roast says:steady boInternational roast says:actually ah bro no need create any new emailInternational roast says:becos ill just get the pw againInternational roast says:LOLhe says:hahah and how will u do it?International roast says:i donno ask david coperfield lahhe says:haha so why are u doing this man?International roast says:how i noe siaInternational roast says:i got too much time i guess.. sowwy i chose you as victimInternational roast says:life not very fair horhe says:haha i wudnt say victim lamsn doesnt mean much to u but if it makes u happy tts gdso do i know uInternational roast says:no... i know you abit well since todayInternational roast says:hopefully you can get to know me better =)he says:haha i dont think ud want that manlol i wouldnt mind thogimme a call larInternational roast says:no lah siao ar you so scary think i will call? lolololInternational roast says:no lah i scaredInternational roast says:dont hurt me maam ):International roast says:eh 'im the baker' ask me when to return him the moneyInternational roast says:wah sia lah you loan money from ppl 1 isitInternational roast says:nice one lah LOLhe says:yeah man i owe quite a few ppl moneyso how bout uInternational roast says:me ar? no lah i actually nice guy oneInternational roast says:dun worry i never do anything bad i play play onlyhe says:hahahInternational roast says:dun angry plsInternational roast says:):he says:yeah its coolbut gimme back my pw?i know u kept trying tolog in last nightInternational roast says:last night was msn bug sia. actually no need 1 but got bug. i try all my fixes still cant hurhur now can alrInternational roast says:you want back ar okay lahhe says:yeah thats nice of uso pw?International roast says:relax lah i give you by tonight, i need your acc to get other ppl's pw you see. its a tough job ):he says:haha serious?International roast says:but you see ah the thing about me is, i get the pw never do anything bad. for fun oniInternational roast says:so dun worry lahInternational roast says:hahahahe says:i can telli like thatbut i must say its kinda inconvenientanywy whats ur definition of not doing anytg bad?International roast says:i never talk to anyoneInternational roast says:my and my friends have this hobby.. sorry we are losers.. hurhurInternational roast says:you dun belive me you can ask any of your frens if i got say anything at all..International roast says:we collect the pw store in our database.. LOLInternational roast says:maybe illegalInternational roast says:tell police lor see if can catchInternational roast says:(:he says:no la i wont make a complaint for this laInternational roast says:got anotyher msg from you. 'Call me Misfit' 'You never tell right?'he says:maybe if ur flaming me den i will have to laInternational roast says:wah you loan money then still tell here tell therehe says:hahaha (**information concealed**-my friend was verifying with the hacker about his friend's email add) right?International roast says:no lah i dun flamester oneInternational roast says:yeshe says:hahah help me reply canInternational roast says:hey busybusybombeebee why you so quiet lah bro (** i stunned here. scareded:\)he says:or pass me the email k?International roast says:dun worry i dun think can take your passwordInternational roast says:LOLhe says:e biggest challenge i faced since morning is rmbring all e msn addresses lai have like 200-300 la br, u dig?International roast says:i see..International roast says:no sorry i can't pass you any emails now.. got checking atm. dun worry you will have your acc back as normal..he says:ok can canInternational roast says:this happens to alot of ppl randomly sorry lah.. i know abit bastard right but never do anything badhe says:u replied to (**information concealed**)?International roast says:you like so nice about itInternational roast says:maybe i can teach you how to doInternational roast says:LOLhe says:aha u would?liydat i call u bro alr laInternational roast says:you want me reply what LOLhe says:just tell her my new email lashe's a lovesick girl lain need of urgent attentionInternational roast says:Call me Misfit says:you didn't tell right?International roast says:tell what?Call me Misfit says:(**information concealed**) la dumb.International roast says:who is (**information concealed**)International roast says:lovesick ar then you wan easy access isitInternational roast says:LOLInternational roast says:okay lah i give her your email..he says:hahah fuckerr.. kapok like what onlykk thxso anywy are u gna log into my friendstr? and when u gimme back this acc are u gna change e pw back to (**information concealed**) or what?International roast says:haha wah you say until i like control you , damn badInternational roast says:no lahInternational roast says:i give you new pw.. you can go chng ltr if you wantInternational roast says:your friendster acc i never touchInternational roast says:never even log inInternational roast says:but i fixed the pw and it said (**information concealed**)..International roast says:if you wan can change that 1 osoInternational roast says:but anw ill give you the new pw for your msn soon..he says:but u say until like whatever i do u can find out e new pw le?ahah its still (**information concealed**) what?International roast says:yah i neer changeInternational roast says:you wan you change..he says:haha actually friendster ar, this kinda thing u can upload all sorta sick pics and stuff ardo u do this for msn or friendster also?International roast says:lol anything that requires passwordsInternational roast says:icqInternational roast says:mircInternational roast says:msnInternational roast says:friendsterInternational roast says:facebookInternational roast says:computer log in passwordshe says:as in whats ur purpose with this stuff? just to get pws in ur database or to screw up ppl u dun like?as in upload dirty pics and all?International roast says:donno.. my friends ask me do i do lorhe says:haha u follow ur friends one meh?u sound like a smart chap, albeit boredInternational roast says:no lah i where got smartInternational roast says:professional hacker considered smart meh ? International roast says:albeit bored?International roast says:sia lah you got big big wordsInternational roast says:chee bai kiaInternational roast says:LOLhe says:hahaso fierceInternational roast says:okay lah.. you wan me give you your new pw here or wathe says:chillax layeah sure no probs man here is fineInternational roast says:ok.. if any of your freidns kena hackInternational roast says:you know who arInternational roast says:pass my contact ard pls (:he says:eh but dont do my friends la broany callin card?International roast says:HAHA your a smart guyInternational roast says:callin card. i like the way you can talk siahe says:haha i knwInternational roast says:you chee bai kia LOLhe says:im kinda appealinInternational roast says:ok..International roast says:anwhe says:ehhh abang??? so hot for what siallwhy so serioussInternational roast says:thanksku for being a good sport..he says:npInternational roast says:i promised i didint do anything bad and i didnt..he says:tts my middle nameyeah i knwInternational roast says:your new pw is boeykim. if you change it, i recommend you use numbers and words.. if not too easyInternational roast says:kk well thats all, hopefully you dun see me again, apologies for any inconvenice causedInternational roast says:(: International roast has left the conversation.FREAKYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. now im hoping i am NOT his next victim... sorry for the vulgar words there.. not i say one.. is the HACKER.. whoa man.. if this gets to the news it will be BIGBIGBIGBIGBIG.. like omg! btw.. the part about my friend loaning money frm some baker? it's fake.. my friend asked his other friend to pretendd and talk to the HAcker.. ahahhahaa:p funny person...interesting rite? leave a comment! ahahha:p
WHOA... it is really so hard to bring up a child man.. especially when it comes to EDUCATION:\My parents just bought this software called 'Home Tutor' for my little brother who is constantly failing his maths and science subjects.. like $500++!!! i earn that in like - one month when i was working!!! ONE MONTH's pay spent in ONE DAY (o.O) haizzz.... And now they are going to get a new laptop so that they can install the software... and that will be $2000++?!??!!??!!? whoa man.. one day already spent about $2500+++!!!! i could live on that amount for like 3 mths?well it is an investment.. BLAHBLAH... i did fine without tuition.. yea i struggled abit but i got through! so what's with this investment on technology? haiyo... i really hope my little brother makes full use of this and realise that it is really a HUGE amount for us now in our current situation... he's always playing a fool... really worried about this going to waste :\*dreams of money falling from heaven* ahahahhaah:pOn a totally different note, i am so not doing well in nm.. wonder why though, cos like i was so enthu about it? but like now, that has all died down and all:\ failed one nm midterm so badly.. n for the other nm midterm, i almost didn't make it through:( okay i admit.. i never study:\ i never did like studying... have always been forced to muggg *ugh* i thought that if i majored in nm there will be more hands-on and stuff.. not as much theories to memorise? BAHHHHSSS.. i was proven wrong:\on the other hand, i am doing better than i expected in literature.. surprise surprise~~ ahaha:p and i like literature lessons although i don't speak much in class... i never once doze off in lectures cos it is all so interesting to me.. ahahha:p ok partly cos i love watching movies and tv (n i don't get to watch these at home - no TV:o im not kidding...) and also cos i like to analyse things (altho i might not be good at it:\) haha:pone problem though... n this was what my literature tutor pointed out to me.. i have problems expressing myself.. maybe cos i don't read as much anymore (i don't subscribe to ST:o and again im not kidding...) so ask me about Super Tuesday or what's Obama's full name or whether Mas Selamat is caught already anot.. i will give you the blank look :| i need to read more man.. even for my other writing module.. i myself find some of my sentence structures weird:S i am so shut off from the world.. so shut off from what is happening...in a way it is good.. cos i don't get exposed to all the bad news and stuff that the media is so blatantly advertising nowadays.. in another it is bad.. cos of the same reason.. how am i to be a journalist? or PR practitioner? or venture into the media industry? without any knowledge of current affairs and such? i need to find a way to get hold of some newspapers:\ or the news.and my vocab is not exactly fantastic.. aaaaarggghhh! so many things! frustrated irritated angsty me:\
so out of sorts todae:\after a long day in sch till 8pm... i took a long journey home by bus then train alone. i get to think about a lot of things that happened or are happening in my life recently.. i get to reflect -- the good times; the bad timesi guess i got too carried away...the train already got to Chinese Garden when i realised to my horror i was in the wrong train:\ this totally sucks u noe.. cos like i was alone n its late (and dark) n i was damn tired n blah blah blah:\ not a good time, definitely not a good time =xtexted anita about my ridiculous blunder n i really appreciated it when not only did she not laugh at me:) she was actualli worried that my parents were going to be panicky about my late going home.. haha:p thanks babe! really appreciated your care n concern.. lovelove <3<3<3i think i need to rethink some decisions which i made in my life for the past year n recently.. some things are not right.. some things are not functioning as i like it to be functioning.. some things are just plain questionable.. i need some answers.. i need reasons...and...i BADLYneed time...