Saturday, March 22, 2008
WHOA... it is really so hard to bring up a child man.. especially when it comes to EDUCATION:\My parents just bought this software called 'Home Tutor' for my little brother who is constantly failing his maths and science subjects.. like $500++!!! i earn that in like - one month when i was working!!! ONE MONTH's pay spent in ONE DAY (o.O) haizzz....
And now they are going to get a new laptop so that they can install the software... and that will be $2000++?!??!!??!!? whoa man.. one day already spent about $2500+++!!!! i could live on that amount for like 3 mths?
well it is an investment.. BLAHBLAH... i did fine without tuition.. yea i struggled abit but i got through! so what's with this investment on technology? haiyo... i really hope my little brother makes full use of this and realise that it is really a HUGE amount for us now in our current situation... he's always playing a fool... really worried about this going to waste :\
*dreams of money falling from heaven* ahahahhaah:p
On a totally different note, i am so not doing well in nm.. wonder why though, cos like i was so enthu about it? but like now, that has all died down and all:\ failed one nm midterm so badly.. n for the other nm midterm, i almost didn't make it through:( okay i admit.. i never study:\ i never did like studying... have always been forced to muggg *ugh* i thought that if i majored in nm there will be more hands-on and stuff.. not as much theories to memorise? BAHHHHSSS.. i was proven wrong:\
on the other hand, i am doing better than i expected in literature.. surprise surprise~~ ahaha:p and i like literature lessons although i don't speak much in class... i never once doze off in lectures cos it is all so interesting to me.. ahahha:p ok partly cos i love watching movies and tv (n i don't get to watch these at home - no TV:o im not kidding...) and also cos i like to analyse things (altho i might not be good at it:\) haha:p
one problem though... n this was what my literature tutor pointed out to me.. i have problems expressing myself.. maybe cos i don't read as much anymore (i don't subscribe to ST:o and again im not kidding...) so ask me about Super Tuesday or what's Obama's full name or whether Mas Selamat is caught already anot.. i will give you the blank look :| i need to read more man.. even for my other writing module.. i myself find some of my sentence structures weird:S
i am so shut off from the world.. so shut off from what is happening...
in a way it is good.. cos i don't get exposed to all the bad news and stuff that the media is so blatantly advertising nowadays.. in another it is bad.. cos of the same reason.. how am i to be a journalist? or PR practitioner? or venture into the media industry? without any knowledge of current affairs and such? i need to find a way to get hold of some newspapers:\ or the news.
and my vocab is not exactly fantastic..
aaaaarggghhh! so many things!
frustrated irritated angsty me:\
by JW at 8:00 AM |
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3 Comments:
hi dear, I finally see this angsty side of you. (: $2500 definitely is a large sum of money, I'm sure it can last you for more than 3 months really. But consider it a long term investment? I mean lappies are pretty handy right, and they last for some time.
Ha I hate mugging too! ): it must be super frustrating to be doing something you don't like. So as I always reckon, if you have to go through exams no matter what, why not sit for exams of a subject you like, right?
I love you darling, don't ever give up on things you like. (:
hey, i noe y u like lit.. cos got all the x rated movies rite? hahaha.. don't worry la, u don't need flamboyant english to do well in lit or nm.. jus write in simple and clear sentences can liao.. n who cares abt super tuesday or obama as long as u can remember all the birthdays from the pple in the good looking clique? (you neeed to know abt mas selamat thou, later he kidnapped u or smth cos u so blur) ahahahah.. don't worry too much abt $, u're not that old yet.. mug hard n u'll earn more next time!
Cheer up!!!
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WAH sx since when did u capture the bhb disease? apart frm always referring to urself as handsome? LOLX.
ya lor i was doing a sociological review of ur blog post to yeu ai & she said i was nuts lOlx.
oh wells i'm jus practising.
-Jas
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